The Fate of House 6/1
From Life and Fate by Vasily Grossman
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Seryozha Shaposhnikov pointed to a book
that was lying on top of a brick, beside a haversack.
'Have you read that?' he asked Katya Vengrova.
'l was looking through it again.'
'Do you like it?'
'I prefer Dickens.'
'Dickens!' said Seryozha in a tone of mockery and condescension.
'What about La Chartreuse de Parme? Do you
like that?' asked Katya.
'Not much,' replied Seryozha after a moment's thought. Then he added:
'I'm going with the infantry today to clean out the Germans from the shack
next door'.
Katya looked at him. Understanding the meaning of this look, Seryozha went on: 'Yes, I've
been ordered to by Grekov .'
'What about Chentsov and the rest of the
mortar team. Are they going?'
'No. Just me.'
They fell silent for a moment.
'Is he after you, then?' asked Seryozha. She nodded her head.
'How do you feel about it?'
'You know very well,' she said, thinking of the tribe of Asra who die in silence when they love.
'I'm afraid they'll get me today,' said Seryozha.
'Why are you being sent with the infantry anyway? You're a mortar man.'
'Why's Grekov keeping you here, for that
matter? Your wireless set's been smashed to pieces. You should have been sent
back to the regiment ages ago. You should have been sent to the left bank.
You're just hanging around doing nothing.'
'At least we see each other every day.'
Seryozha gave a wave of the hand and walked away.
Katya looked round and saw Bunchuk looking down
from above and laughing. Seryozha must have seen him too. That was why he'd
left so abruptly.
The Germans kept the building under artillery
fire until evening. Three men were slightly wounded and a partition wall
collapsed, blocking the exit from the cellar. They dug out the exit- only for
it to be choked with rubble again after another shell smashed into the wall. They
dug their way through a second time.
Antsiferov peered into the dust-filled
darkness and asked: 'Hey! Comrade radio-operator! Are you still with us?'
'Yes,' answered Katya, sneezing and spitting out red dust.
'Bless you!' said Antsiferov.
When it got dark, the Germans sent up flares and opened up with their machine-guns. A plane flew over several times,
dropping incendiary bombs. No one in
the building slept. Grekov himself manned a
machine-gun; the infantry sallied out twice to repel advancing Germans,
swearing for all they were worth and shielding their faces with spades.
It was as though the Germans had foreseen the impending attack on the
nearby building they had just occupied.
When the firing died down, Katya could hear the Germans calling out
to one another. She could even hear their laughter. Their pronunciation was
very different from that of her German teachers.
She noticed that the cat had crawled off its pile
of rags. Its back legs were quite motionless; it was dragging itself along on
its fore-paws, trying desperately to reach Katya. Then it came to a stop; its
jaw opened and closed several times ... Katya tried to raise one of its
eyelids. 'So it's dead,' she thought in disgust. Then she realized that the
cat must have thought of her when he realized he was about to die; that he
had crawled towards her when he was half-paralysed
... She put the body in a hole and covered it over with bits of brick.
The cellar was suddenly lit up by a flare. It was as though there
were no longer any air, as though she were breathing some blood-coloured liquid that flowed out of the ceiling, oozing
out of each little brick.
Maybe the Germans would appear any moment out of the far corners of
the cellar. They would come up to her, seize her and drag her away. Or maybe
they were cleaning up the first floor right now-- the rattle of their
tommy-guns sounded closer than ever. Maybe they were about to appear through
the hole in the ceiling.
To calm herself down, she tried to picture the
list of tenants on the door of her house: 'Tikhimirov-
1 ring; Dzyga- 2 rings; Cheremushkin-
3 rings; Feinberg- 4 rings; Vengrova- 5 rings; Andryushenko- 6 rings; Pegov –
I long ring.' She tried to imagine the Feinbergs'
big saucepan standing on the kerosene stove with its plywood cover, Anastasya's washing tub with its cover made of sacking,
the Tikhimirovs' chipped enamel basin hanging from
its piece of string ... Now she would make her bed; where the springs were
particularly sharp, she would spread out an old torn coat, a scrap of quilt
and her mother's brown shawl.
Then her thoughts turned to house 6/I. Now the Germans were so close,
now they were actually tunnelling their way through
the ground, she no longer felt upset by the soldiers' foul language. She
didn't even feel frightened by the way Grekov
looked at her; previously not only her cheeks had blushed, but even her neck
and shoulders. Yes, she certainly had heard some obscenities during her
months in the army. There had been one particularly unpleasant conversation
with a bald lieutenant-colonel who had flashed his metal fillings at her as
he had explained what she must do if she wanted to stay on the left bank, at
the signals centre ...She remembered a mournful
little song the girls used to sing under their breath:
Under a fine
autumn moon
The commander took her to bed.
He kissed her till it was dawn
And now she belongs to the men.
The first time she had seen Seryozha he had been reading poetry; she
had thought to herself, 'What an idiot!' Then he had disappeared for two
days. She had kept wondering if he had been killed, but had been too
embarrassed to ask. Then he had suddenly reappeared during the night; she'd
heard him tell Grekov how he'd left Headquarters
without permission.
'Quite right,' said Grekov. 'Otherwise you
wouldn't have rejoined us until the next world.'
After that he had walked straight past her without even a glance. She
had felt first upset and then angry; once again she had thought, 'What an
idiot!'
Soon afterwards she'd heard a discussion about who was likely to be
the first man to sleep with her. Someone had said: 'Grekov--that's
a certainty!'
'No, that's not for sure,' someone else had said. 'But I can tell you
who's at the bottom of the list-young Seryozha. The younger a girl is, the
more she needs someone with experience.'
Then she noticed that the other men had stopped joking and flirting
with her. Grekov made it very clear that he didn't
like anyone else making a play for her. And once Zubarev
called out: 'Hey! Mrs. House-manager!'
Grekov was in no hurry, but he was very
sure of himself. She could feel this all too clearly. After her wireless set
had been smashed, he had ordered her to make her home in one of the far
corners of the cellar. And yesterday he'd said: 'I've never met a girl like
you before. If I'd met you before the war, I'd have made you my wife.'
She'd wanted to reply that he'd have had to ask her view on the
matter first. But she'd been too frightened to say anything at all.
He hadn't done anything wrong. He hadn't even said anything coarse or
brazen. But she was frightened.
Later on in the day he'd said sadly: 'The Germans are about to launch
their offensive. Probably not one of us will be left alive. This building
lies right in their path.'
He had then given her a long, thoughtful look- a look that Katya
found more frightening than what he'd said about the German offensive- and
added: 'I'll come round some time.'
The link between this remark and what he'd said before was by no
means obvious, but Katya understood it.
He was very different from any of the officers she'd seen round Kotluban. He never threatened people or shouted at them,
but they obeyed him. He just sat there, smoking and chatting away like one of
the soldiers. And yet his authority was immense.
She'd never really talked to Seryozha. Sometimes she thought he was
in love with her- but as powerless as she herself before the man they admired
and were terrified by. She knew he was weak and inexperienced, but she kept wanting to ask for his protection, to say: 'Come and
sit by me.' And then there were times when she wanted to comfort him herself.
Talking to him was very strange- it often seemed as though there were no war,
no house 6/I at all. Seryozha appeared to understand this and tried to adopt
a coarse, soldierly manner. Once he even swore in her presence.
Now she felt that there was some terrible link between her own confused
thoughts and feelings and the fact that Seryozha had been ordered to join the
storming-party. Listening to the tommy-gun fire, she imagined Seryozha lying
across a mound of red brick, his lifeless head and unkempt hair drooping. She
felt a heart-rending sense of pity for him. Everything merged together: the
many-coloured flares, her memories of her mother,
her simultaneous fear and admiration of Grekov--
this man who, from a few isolated ruins, was about to launch an assault on
the iron-clad German divisions.
She felt ready to sacrifice everything in the world- if only she
could see Seryozha again alive.
'But what if I have to choose between him and Mama?' she thought
suddenly.
Then she heard footsteps; her fingers tensed against the bricks.
The shooting died down; there was a sudden silence. Her back, her
shoulders, her legs all began to itch. She wanted to scratch them but was
afraid of making a noise.
People had kept asking Batrakov why he was
always scratching himself. He'd always answered: 'It's just nerves.' And then
yesterday he'd said: 'I've just found eleven lice!' Kolomeitsev
had made fun of him:
'Batrakov's been attacked by nerve-lice!'
She had been killed. Soldiers were dragging her corpse to a pit and
saying: 'Poor girl! She's covered in lice!'
But perhaps it really was just her nerves? Then
she saw a man coming towards her out of the darkness - and not just someone
she had conjured up out of the strange noises and the flickering light.
'Who is it?' she asked.
'Don't be afraid,' said the darkness. 'It's me.'
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'The attack's been put off till tomorrow. Today it's the Germans'
turn. By the way, I wanted to tell you, I've never read La Chartreuse de Parme.'
Katya didn't answer.
Seryozha tried to make her out in the darkness; as though in answer
to his wish, her face was suddenly lit up by a shell-burst. A second later it
was dark again; as though by unspoken agreement they waited for another
shell-burst, another flash of light. Seryozha took her by the hand and
squeezed her fingers; it was the first time he had held a girl's hand.
The dirty, lice-ridden girl sat there without saying a word. Seryozha
could see her white neck in the darkness.
Another flare went up and their heads drew together. He put his arms
round her and she closed her eyes. They'd both of them heard the same saying
at school: if you kiss with your eyes open, you're not in love.
'This is the real thing, isn't it?' asked Seryozha
.
She pressed her hands against his temples and turned his head towards
her.
'This is for all our lives,' he said slowly.
'How strange,' she said. 'I'm afraid somebody may come by. Until now
I was only too delighted to see any of them: Lyakhov,
Kolomeitsev, Zubarev ...'
'Grekov,' added Seryozha.
'No,' she said firmly.
He kissed her on the neck and undid the metal button on her tunic. He
pressed his lips to her thin collar-bone, but didn't touch her breasts. She
stroked his wiry unwashed hair as though he were a little boy; she knew that
all this was right and inevitable.
He looked at the luminous dial of his watch.
'Who's leading you tomorrow?' she asked. 'Grekov?'
'Why ask now? Who needs a
leader anyway?'
He embraced her again. He felt a sudden cold in his fingers and chest,
a sudden resolute excitement. She was half lying on her coat; she seemed to
be hardly breathing. He felt the coarse, dusty material of her tunic and
skirt, then the rough fur of her boots. He sensed the warmth of her body. She
tried to sit up, but he began kissing her again. Another flash of light lit
up Katya's cap- now lying on some bricks- and her face- suddenly unfamiliar,
as though he'd never seen it before. Then it became dark again, very dark...
'Katya!'
'What is it?'
'Nothing. I just wanted to hear your voice. Why don't you look at
me?'
He lit a match.
'Don't! Don't! Put it out!'
Once again she wondered who she loved most- him or her mother.
'Forgive me,' she said.
Failing to understand her, Seryozha said: 'It's all right. Don't be
afraid. This is for life- if we live.'
'No, I was just thinking of my mother.'
'My mother's dead. I've only just realized-- she was deported because
of my father.'
They went to sleep in each other's arms. During
the night the house-manager came and looked at them. Shaposhnikov
had his head on the girl's shoulder and his arm round her back; it looked as
though he were afraid of losing her. Their sleep was so quiet and so still
they might have been dead.
At dawn Lyakhov looked in and shouted:
'Hey, Shaposhnikov! Vengrova!
The house-manager wants you. At the double!'
In the cold, misty half-light Grekov's face
looked severe and implacable. He was leaning against the wall, his tousled
hair hanging over his low forehead. They stood in front of him, shifting from
foot to foot, unaware they were still holding hands.
Grekov flared his broad nostrils and said: 'Very
well, Shaposhnikov, I'm sending you back to Regimental Headquarters.'
Seryozha could feel Katya's fingers trembling; he squeezed them.
She in turn felt his fingers trembling. He swallowed; his tongue and
palate were quite dry.
The earth and the clouded sky were enveloped in silence. The soldiers
lying in a huddle on their greatcoats seemed wide awake, hardly breathing,
waiting. Everything was so familiar, so splendid. Seryozha thought to
himself: 'We're being expelled from Paradise. He's separating us like two
serfs.' He gave Grekov a look of mingled hatred and
entreaty.
Grekov narrowed his
eyes as he looked Katya full in the
face.
Seryozha felt there was something quite horrible about this look,
something insolent and merciless.
'That's all,' said Grekov. 'And the
radio-operator can go with you. There's no need for her to hang around here
with nothing to do. You can show her the way to HQ.'
He smiled.
'And after that you'll have to find your own ways. Here, take this. I
can't stand paperwork so I've just written one for the two of you. All
right?'
Seryozha suddenly realized that never in all his life had he seen
eyes that were so sad and so intelligent, so splendid, yet so human.
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In the end, Regimental Commissar Pivovarov
never visited house 6/1.
Radio contact had been broken off. No one knew if this was because
the wireless set was out of action or because the high-handed Grekov was fed up with being ordered about by his
superiors.
Chentsov, a Party member, had provided them
with some information about the encircled house. He said that 'the
house-manager' was corrupting the minds of his soldiers with the most
appalling heresies. He didn't, however, deny either Grekov's
courage or his fighting abilities.
Just when Pivovarov was about to make his
way to house 6/1, Byerozkin, the commanding officer
of the regiment, fell seriously ill. He was lying in his bunker; his face was
burning and his eyes looked transparent and vacuous. The doctor who examined
him was at a loss. He was used to dealing with shattered limbs and fractured
skulls. And now here was someone who'd fallen ill all by himself.
'We need cupping-glasses,' he said. 'But where on earth can I find
any?'
Pivovarov was about to inform Byerozkin's superiors when the telephone rang and the divisional
Commissar summoned him
to headquarters.
Pivovarov twice dropped flat on his face
because of nearby shell bursts; he arrived somewhat out of breath. The
divisional commissar was in conversation with a battalion commissar who had
recently been sent across from the left bank. Pivovarov
had heard of him before; he had given lectures to the units in the factories.
Pivovarov announced himself loudly: 'Pivovarov reporting!' Then he told him of Byerozkin's illness.
'Yes, that's a bit of a bastard,' said the divisional commissar.
'Well, you'll have to take command yourself, comrade Pivovarov.'
'What about the encircled house?'
'That matter's no longer in your hands. You wouldn't believe what a
storm there's been over it. It's even reached Front Headquarters.'
He paused and held up a coded message.
'In fact, that's the very reason I called
you. Comrade Krymov here has instructions from the Political Administration
of the Front to get through to the encircled house, take over as commissar
and establish Bolshevik order. If any problems arise, he is to take over from
Grekov... Since this is in the sector covered by
your regiment, you are to provide comrade Krymov with whatever help he needs
to get through and remain in communication. Is that clear?'
'Certainly,' said Pivovarov. 'I'll see to
it.'
Then in a conversational tone of voice, he asked Krymov: 'Comrade Battalion
Commissar, have you dealt with
anything like this before?'
'I have indeed,' smiled Krymov. 'In the summer of '41 I led two
hundred men out of encirclement in the Ukraine. Believe me-- I know a thing
or two about all this partisan nonsense.'
'Very well, comrade Krymov,' said the divisional commissar. 'Get on
with it and keep in touch. A State within a State is something we can do
without.'
'Yes," said Pivovarov, 'and there was
also an unpleasant story about some girl who was sent as a radio-operator. Byerozkin was very worried when the transmitter went
dead. Those lads are capable of anything-- believe me!'
'Very well. You can sort that one out when you get there. I wish you
luck,' said the divisional commissar.
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On a cold clear evening, the day after Grekov's
dismissal of Shaposhnikov and Vengrova,
Krymov, accompanied by a soldier with a tommy-gun, left Regimental HQ on his
way to the notorious encircled house.
As soon as he set foot in the asphalt yard of the
Tractor Factory, Krymov felt an extraordinarily acute sense of danger. At the
same time he was conscious of an unaccustomed excitement and joy. The sudden
message from Front Headquarters had confirmed his feeling that in Stalingrad
everything was different, that the values and demands placed on people had
changed. Krymov was no longer a cripple in a battalion of invalids; he was
once again a Bolshevik, a fighting commissar. He wasn't in the least
frightened by his difficult and dangerous task. It had been sweet indeed to
read in the eyes of Pivovarov and the divisional
commissar the same trust in his abilities that had once been displayed by all
his comrades in the Party.
A dead soldier was lying on the ground between the remains of a
mortar and some slabs of asphalt thrown up by a shell-burst. Now that
Krymov was so
full of hope
and exaltation, he
found this sight strangely upsetting. He had seen
plenty of corpses in his time and had usually felt quite indifferent. This
soldier, so full of his death, was lying there like a bird, quite defenceless, his legs tucked under him as though … he
were cold.
A political instructor in a grey mackintosh ran past, holding up a
well-filled knapsack. Then a group of soldiers came past carrying some
anti-tank shells on a tarpaulin, together with a few loaves of bread.
The corpse no longer needed bread or weapons; nor was he hoping for a
letter from his faithful wife. His death had not made him strong- he was the
weakest thing in the world, a dead sparrow that not even the moths and midges
were afraid of.
Some soldiers were mounting their gun in a breach in the wall,
arguing with the crew of a heavy machine-gun and cursing. From their gestures
Krymov could more or less guess what they were saying.
'Do you realize how long our machine-gun's stood here? We were hard
at it when you lot were still hanging about on the left bank!'
'Well, you are a bunch of
cheeky buggers!'
There was a loud whine, and a shell burst in a corner of the
workshop. Shrapnel rattled across the walls. Krymov's
guide looked round to see if he was still there. He waited a moment and said:
'Don't worry, comrade Commissar, this isn't yet the front line. We're
still way back in the rear.'
It wasn't long before Krymov realized the truth of this; the space by
the wall was indeed relatively quiet.
They had to run forward, drop flat on the ground, run forward and
drop to the ground again. They twice jumped into trenches occupied by the
infantry. They ran through burnt-out buildings, where instead of people there
was only the whine of metal ... The soldier said comfortingly: 'At least
there are no dive-bombers,' then added: 'Right, comrade Commissar, now we
must make for that crater.'
Krymov slid down to the bottom of a bomb-crater and looked up: the
blue sky was still over his head and his head was still on his shoulders. It
was very strange; the only sign of other human beings was the singing and
screaming death that came flying over his head from
both sides. It was equally strange to feel so protected in this crater that
had been dug out by the spade of death.
Before Krymov had got his breath back, the soldier said, 'Follow me!'
and crawled down a dark passage leading from the bottom of the crater. Krymov
squeezed in after him. Soon the passage widened, the ceiling became higher and
they were in a tunnel.
They could still hear the storm raging on the earth's surface; the
ceiling shook and there were repeated peals of thunder. In one place, full of
lead piping and cables as thick as a man's arm, someone had written on the
wall in red: 'Makhov's a donkey.' The soldier
turned on his torch for a moment and whispered: 'Now the Germans are right
above us.'
Soon they turned off into another narrow passage
and began making their way
towards a barely perceptible grey light. The light slowly grew brighter and
clearer; at the same time the roar of explosions and the chatter of
machine-guns became still more furious.
For a moment
Krymov thought he
was about to
mount the scaffold. Then they
reached the surface and the first thing he saw was human faces. They seemed
divinely calm.
Krymov felt a sense of joy and relief. Even the raging war now seemed
no more than a brief storm passing over the head of a young traveller who was
full of vitality. He felt certain that he had reached an important turning-point, that his life would continue to change for the
better. It was as though this still, clear daylight
were a sign of his own future- once again he was to live fully,
whole-heartedly, with all his will and intelligence, all his Bolshevik fervour.
This new sense of youth and confidence mingled with his regret for Yevgenia. Now, though, he no longer felt he had lost her
forever. She would return to him - just as his strength and his former life
had returned to him. He was on her trail.
A fire was burning in the middle of the floor.
An old man, his cap pushed forward, was standing over it, frying potato-cakes
on some tin-plating. He turned them over with the point of a bayonet and
stacked them in a tin hat when they were done. Spotting the soldier who had
accompanied Krymov, he asked: 'Is Seryozha with you?'
'There's an officer present,' said the soldier sternly.
'How old are you, Dad?' Krymov asked.
'Sixty,' said the old man. 'I was transferred from the workers'
militia.'
He turned to the soldier again. 'Is Seryozha with you?'
'No, he's not in our regiment. He must have ended up with our neighbours.
'That's bad,' said the old man. 'God knows what will become of him
there.'
Krymov greeted various people and looked round the different parts of
the cellar with their half-dismantled wooden partitions. In one place there
was a field-gun pointing out through a loophole cut in the wall.
'It's like a man-of-war,' said Krymov.
'Yes, except there's not much water,' said the gunner.
Further on, in niches and gaps in the wall, were the mortars. Their
long-tailed bombs lay on the floor beside them. There was also an accordion
lying on a tarpaulin.
'So house 6/1 is still holding out!' said Krymov, his voice ringing.
'It hasn't yielded to the Fascists. All over the world, millions of people
are watching you and rejoicing.'
No one answered.
Old Polyakov walked up to him and held out
the tin hat full of potato-cakes.
'Has anyone written about Polyakov's
potato-cakes yet?' asked one soldier.
'Very funny,' said Polyakov. 'But our Seryozha's been thrown out.'
'Have they opened the Second Front yet?' asked another soldier.
'Have you heard anything?'
'No,' said Krymov. 'Not yet.'
'Once the heavy artillery on the left bank opened up on us,' said a
soldier with his jacket unbuttoned. 'Kolomeitsev
was knocked off his feet. When he got up he said: "Well, lads, there's
the Second Front for you!"'
'Don't talk such rubbish,' said a young man with dark hair. 'We
wouldn't be here at all if it wasn't for the artillery. The Germans would
have eaten us up long ago.'
'Where's your commander?' asked Krymov. 'There he is- over there,
right in the front line.'
Grekov was lying on top of a huge heap of bricks,
looking at something through a pair of binoculars. When Krymov called out his
name he turned his head very slowly, put his fingers to his lips and returned
to his binoculars. After a few moments his shoulders started shaking; he was
laughing. He crawled back down, smiled and said:
'It's worse than chess.'
Then he noticed the green bars and commissar's star on Krymov's tunic.
'Welcome to our hut, comrade Commissar! I'm Grekov,
the house-manager. Did you come by the passage we just dug?'
Everything about him- the look in his eyes, his quick movements, his
wide, flattened nostrils- was somehow insolent and provocative.
'Never mind,' thought Krymov. 'I'll show you.'
He started to question him. Grekov answered
slowly and absent mindedly, yawning and looking around as though these
questions were distracting him from something of genuine importance.
'Would you like to be relieved?' asked Krymov.
'Don't bother,' said Grekov. 'But we could
do with some cigarettes. And of course we need mortar-bombs, hand-grenades
and if you can spare it- some vodka and something to eat. You could drop it
from a kukuruznik.'* As he spoke, Grekov counted the items off on his fingers.
'So you're not intending to quit?' said Krymov. In spite of his
mounting anger at Grekov' s insolence, he couldn't help but admire the man's ugly
face.
For a brief moment both men were silent. Krymov managed, with
difficulty, to overcome a sudden feeling that morally he was inferior to the
men in the encircled building.
'Are you logging your operations?'
'I've got no paper,' answered Grekov.
'There's nothing to write on, no time, and there wouldn't be any point
anyway.'
'At present you're under the command of the CO of the 76th Infantry
Regiment,' said Krymov.
'Correct, comrade Battalion Commissar,' replied Grekov
mockingly. 'But when the Germans cut off this entire sector, when I gathered
men and weapons together in this building, when I repelled thirty enemy attacks and set eight tanks on
fire, then I wasn't under anyone's command.'
'Do you know the precise number of soldiers under your command as of
this morning? Do you keep a check?'
'A lot of use that would be. I don't write reports and I don't
receive rations from any quartermaster. We've been living on rotten potatoes and
foul water.'
'Are there any women in the building?'
'Tell me, comrade Commissar, is this an interrogation?'
'Have any men under your
command been taken prisoner?'
'No.'
'Well, where is that radio-operator of yours?'
Grekov bit his lip, and his eyebrows came
together in a frown. 'The girl turned out to be a German spy. She tried to
recruit me. First I raped her, then I had her shot.'
He drew himself up to his full height and asked sarcastically: 'Is
that the kind of answer you want from me? It's beginning to seem as though
I'll end up in a penal battalion. Is that right, Sir?'
Krymov looked at him for a moment in silence.
'Grekov, you're going too far. You've lost
all sense of proportion. I've been in command of a surrounded unit myself. I
was interrogated afterwards too.'
After another pause, he said very deliberately:
'My orders were that, if necessary, I should demote you and take
command myself. Why force me along that path?'
Grekov thought for a moment, cocked his
head and said: 'It's gone quiet. The Germans are
calming down.’
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'Good,' said Krymov. 'There are still a few questions to be settled.
We can talk in private.'
'Why?' asked Grekov. 'My men and I fight
together. We can settle whatever needs settling together.'
Although Grekov's audacity made Krymov
furious, he had to admire it. He didn't want Grekov
to think of him as just a bureaucrat. He wanted to tell him about his life
before the war, about how his unit had been encircled in the Ukraine. But
that would be an admission of weakness. And he was here to show his strength.
He wasn't an official in the Political Section, but the commissar of a
fighting unit.
'And don't worry,' he said to himself, 'the
commissar knows what he's doing.'
Now that things were quiet, the men were stretching out on the floor
or sitting down on heaps of bricks.
'Well, I don't think the Germans will cause any more trouble today,'
said Grekov. He turned to Krymov. 'Why don't we
have something to eat, comrade Commissar?'
Krymov sat down next to him.
'As I look at you all,' he said, 'I keep thinking of the old saying:
"Russians always beat Prussians".'
'Precisely,' agreed a quiet, lazy voice.
This 'precisely', with its condescending irony towards such hackneyed
formulae, caused a ripple of mirth. These men knew at least as much as Krymov
about the strength of the Russians; they themselves were the expression of
that strength. But they also knew that if the Prussians had now reached the
Volga, it certainly wasn't because the Russians always beat them.
Krymov was feeling confused. He felt uncomfortable when political
instructors praised Russian generals of past centuries. The way these
generals were constantly mentioned in articles in Red Star grated on his revolutionary spirit. He couldn't see the
point of introducing the Suvorov medal, the Kutuzov medal and the Bogdan Khmelnitsky medal. The Revolution was the
Revolution; the only banner its army needed was the Red Flag. So why had he
himself given way to this kind of thinking- just when he was once again breathing
the air of Lenin's Revolution? That mocking 'precisely' had been very
wounding.
'Well, comrades, you don't need anyone to teach you about fighting.
You can give lessons in that to anyone in the world. But why do you think our
superior officers have considered it necessary to send me to you? What have I
come here for?'
'Was it for a bowl of soup?' asked a voice, quietly and without
malice.
This timid suggestion was greeted by a peal of laughter. Krymov
looked at Grekov; he was laughing as much as
anyone.
'Comrades!' said Krymov, red with anger. 'Let's be serious for a
moment. I've been sent to you, comrades, by the Party.'
What was all this? Was it just a passing mood? A mutiny? Perhaps the reluctance
of these men to listen to their commissar came from their sense of their own
strength, of their own experience? Perhaps there was nothing subversive in
all this merriment? Perhaps it sprang from the general sense of equality that
was such a feature of Stalingrad.
Previously, Krymov had been delighted by this sense of equality. Why
did it now make him so angry? Why did he want to suppress it?
If he had failed to make contact with these men, it was certainly not
because they felt crushed, because they were not in any way bewildered or
frightened. These were men who knew their own strength. How was it that this
very consciousness had weakened their bond with Krymov, giving rise only to
mutual alienation and hostility?
'There's one thing I've been wanting
to ask someone from the Party for ages,' said the old man who had been frying
the potato-cakes. 'I've heard people say that under Communism everyone will
receive according to his needs. But won't everyone just end up getting drunk?
Especially if they receive according to their needs from the moment they get
up.'
Turning to the old man, Krymov saw a look of genuine concern on his
face. Grekov, though, was laughing. His eyes were
laughing. His flared nostrils were laughing.
A sapper, a dirty, bloodstained bandage round his head, asked: 'And
what about the kolkhozes, comrade Commissar?
Couldn't we have them liquidated after the war?'
'Yes,' said Grekov. 'How about a lecture on
that?'
'I'm not here to give lectures,' said Krymov. 'I'm a fighting commissar.
I've come here to sort out certain unacceptable partisan attitudes that have
taken root in this building.'
'Very good,' said Grekov. 'But who's going
to sort out the Germans?'
'Don't you worry about that. We'll find
someone. And I haven't come here, as I heard someone suggest, for a bowl of
soup. I'm here to give you a taste of Bolshevism.'
'Good,' said Grekov. 'Let's have a taste of
it.'
Half-joking, but also half-serious, Krymov continued: 'And if
necessary, comrade Grekov, we'll eat you too.'
He now felt calm and sure of himself. Any doubts he had felt about
the correct course of action had passed. Grekov had
to be relieved of his command. It was clear that he was an alien and hostile
element. None of the heroism displayed in this building could alter that.
Krymov knew he could deal with him.
When it was dark, Krymov went up to him again. 'Grekov, I want to talk seriously. What do you want?'
'Freedom. That's what I'm fighting for.'
'We all want freedom.'
'Tell us another! You just want to sort out the Germans.'
'That's enough, comrade Grekov!' barked
Krymov. 'You'd do better to explain why you allow your soldiers to give
expression to such naive and erroneous political judgements.
With your authority you could put a stop to that as quickly as any commissar.
But I get the impression your men say their bit and then look at you for
approval. Take the man who asked about kolkhozes. What made you support him?
Let me be quite frank ... If you're willing, we can sort this out together.
But if you're not willing, it could end badly for you.'
'Why make such a fuss about the kolkhozes? It's
true. People don't like them. You know that as well as I do.'
'So you think you can change the course of history, do you?'
'And you think you can put everything back just as it was before?'
'What do you mean- everything?'
'Just that. Everything. The general coercion.'
Grekov spoke very slowly, almost
reluctantly, and with heavy irony. He suddenly sat up straight and said:
'Enough of all this, comrade Commissar! I was only teasing you. I'm as loyal
a Soviet citizen as you are. I resent your mistrust.'
'All right, Grekov. But let's talk
seriously then. We must stamp out the evil, anti-Soviet spirit that's taken
hold here. You gave birth to it- you must help me destroy it. You'll
still get your chance for glory.'
'I feel like going to bed. You need some rest too. Wait till you see
what things are like in the morning.'
'Fine. We'll continue tomorrow. I'm in no hurry. I'm not going
anywhere.'
'We'll find some way of coming to an agreement,' said Grekov with a laugh.
'No,' thought Krymov, 'this is no time for homeopathy. I must work
with a surgeon's knife. You need more than words to straighten out a
political cripple.'
'There's something good in your eyes,' said Grekov
unexpectedly. 'But you've suffered a lot.'
Krymov raised his hands in surprise but didn't reply. Taking this as
a sign of agreement, Grekov went on: 'I've suffered
too. But that's nothing. Just something personal. Not something for your
report.'
That night, while he was asleep, Krymov was hit in the head by a
stray bullet. The bullet tore the skin and grazed his skull. The wound wasn't
dangerous, but he felt very dizzy and was unable to stand upright. He kept wanting to be sick.
At Grekov's orders, a stretcher was
improvised and Krymov was carried out of the building just before dawn. His
head was throbbing and spinning and there was a constant hammering at his temples.
Grekov went with him as far as the mouth of the
underground passage.
'You've had bad luck, comrade commissar.'
A sudden thought flashed through Krymov's
head. Maybe it was Grekov who had shot him?
Towards evening his headache got worse and he began to vomit. He was
kept at the divisional first-aid post for two days and then taken to the left
bank and transferred to the Army hospital.
21
Commissar Pivovarov made his way into the
narrow bunkers that made up the first-aid post. The wounded were lying side
by side on the floor. Krymov wasn't there- he had been taken the previous
night to the left bank.
'Strange he should have got wounded so quickly!' thought Pivovarov. 'He must be unlucky- or perhaps very lucky
indeed!'
Pivovarov had also come to the first-aid
post to see if it was worth transferring Byerozkin
there. On his return to Regimental HQ- after nearly being killed on the way
by a splinter from a German mortar bomb- he told Glushkov,
Byerozkin's orderly, that the conditions in the
first-aid post were appalling. Everywhere you looked, there were heaps of
bloodstained gauze, bandages and cotton wool - it was frightening.
‘Yes, comrade commissar, said Glushkov.
‘He’s certainly better off in his own bunker.’
'No question,' said Pivovarov. 'And they
don't even discriminate between a regimental commander and an ordinary
soldier. They're all lying on the floor together.'
Glushkov, whose rank only entitled him to a
place on the floor, said sympathetically: 'No, that's no good at all.'
'Has he said anything?'
'No,' said Glushkov. 'He hasn't even looked
at the letter from his wife. It's just lying there beside him.'
'He won't even look at a letter from his wife?' said Pivovarov. 'He really must be in a bad way.'
He picked up the letter, weighed it in his hand, held it in front of Byerozkin's face and said sternly: 'Ivan Leontyevich, this is a letter from your spouse.'
He paused for a moment, then said in a very
different tone: 'Vanya! Look! It's from your wife!
Don't you understand? Hey, Vanya?'
Byerozkin didn't understand. His face was
flushed, and his eyes were bright and empty.
All day long the war knocked obstinately at the door of the bunker. Almost
all the telephones had gone dead during the night; Byerozkin's,
however, was still working and people were constantly ringing him-- Divisional HQ,
Army HQ, his battalion commanders Podchufarov
and Dyrkin, and his neighbour, the commander of one of Gurov’s
regiments.
People were constantly coming and going, the door squeaked, and the
tarpaulin-- hung over the entrance by Glushkov--
flapped in wind. There had been a general sense of anxiety and anticipation
since early that morning. In spite of- or perhaps because of- the
intermittent artillery fire, the infrequent
and carelessly inaccurate air-raids,'' everyone felt
certain that the
German offensive was
about to unleashed. This certainty was equally tormenting
to Chuykov,
to Pivovarov, to the men in house 6/1, and to the commander of the infantry platoon who, to celebrate his birthday, had been
drinking vodka all day beside the chimney of the Stalingrad Tractor Factory.
Whenever anyone in
the bunker said
anything interesting amusing,
everyone immediately glanced at Byerozkin- could he
really not hear them?
Company commander Khrenov, in a voice
hoarse from the cold, was telling Pivovarov about an
incident just before
dawn. He'd climbed up from the
cellar where his command-post was situated, sat down on a stone and listened
to see if the Germans were up to any tricks yet. Suddenly he'd heard a harsh,
angry voice in the sky: 'You sod, why didn't you give us any lights?'
Khrenov had felt
first amazed, then terrified. How could someone up in the sky know his name?*
Then he had looked up and seen a kukuruznik gliding
by with the engine switched off. The pilot was dropping provisions to house
6/1 and was annoyed there hadn't been any markers.
Everyone looked round to see if Byerozkin had
smiled; only Glushkov imagined he could see a
flicker of life in his glassy eyes. At lunchtime the bunker emptied. Byerozkin still lay there, his
long awaited letter beside him. Glushkov sighed. Pivovarov and the new chief of staff had gone out for lunch.
They were tucking in to some first-class borshch
and drinking their hundred grams of vodka. Glushkov
himself had already been offered some of the borshch.
But as the boss, the commander of the regiment, wasn't eating, all he had had
was a few drops of water ...
Glushkov tore open the
envelope, went up to Byerozkin's bunk and, very
slowly, in a quiet, clear voice, began reading:
'Hello, my Vanya, hello my dearest, hello
my beloved ...'
Glushkov frowned, but he didn't stop reading.
This tender, sad, kind letter from Byerozkin's wife
had already been read by the censors. Now it was being read out loud to the
unconscious Byerozkin, the only man in the world
truly able to read it.
Glushkov wasn't so very surprised when Byerozkin turned his head, stretched out his hand and
said: 'Give it to me.'
The lines of handwriting trembled between his large fingers. 'Vanya, it's very beautiful here, Vanya,
I miss you very much. Lyuba keeps asking where
Papa's gone. We're living on the shore of a lake, the house is very warm, the
landlady's got a cow, there's lots of milk, and then there's the money you
sent us. When I go out in the morning, there are yellow and red maple-leaves
all over the cold water, there's already snow on the ground and that makes
the water even bluer, and the sky's pure blue and the yellow and red of the
leaves are incredibly bright. And Lyuba keeps
asking me: "Why are you crying?" Vanya, Vanya, my darling, thank you for everything, for
everything, thank you for all your kindness. How can I explain why I'm
crying? I'm crying because I'm alive, crying from grief that Slava's dead and I'm still alive, crying from happiness
that you're alive. I cry when I think of my mother and sister, I cry because
of the morning light, I cry because everything round about is so beautiful
and because there's so much sadness everywhere, in everyone's life and in my
own. Vanya, Vanya, my
dearest, my beloved ...'
And his head began to spin, everything became blurred, his fingers
trembled, the letter
itself trembled. Even the white-hot air was trembling
.
'Glushkov,' said Byerozkin, 'you must get me back in shape today.’ (That
was a phrase Tamara didn't like.) 'Tell me, is the boiler still working?'
'The boiler's fine. But how do you think you're going to get better
in one day? You've got a fever. Forty degrees- just like vodka. You can't
expect that to vanish in a moment.'
An empty petrol-drum was rolled into the bunker with
a rumble. It was then half-filled - by means of a teapot and a bucket-
with steaming-hot river water. Glushkov helped Byerozkin undress and walked him up to the drum.
'The water's very hot, comrade Lieutenant-Colonel,' he said, touching the side of the
drum very gingerly with his hand. 'You'll be stewed alive. I called the
comrade commissar, but he's at a meeting with the divisional commander. We
should wait for him to come back.'
'What for?'
'If anything happens to you, I'll shoot myself. And if I don't have
the guts, comrade Pivovarov will do it for me.'
'Give me a hand.'
'Please, let me at least call the chief of staff.'
'Come on now!' Byerozkin's voice was
hoarse, he was naked and he could barely stand upright; nevertheless, Glushkov immediately stopped arguing.
As he got
into the water,
Byerozkin
winced and let
out a groan. Glushkov paced round
the drum, groaning
in sympathetic anxiety.
'Just like a maternity home,' he thought suddenly.
Byerozkin lost consciousness for a while.
His fever and the general anxiety of war blurred together into a mist. His
heart seemed to stop and he could no longer even feel the scalding hot water.
Then he came to and said to Glushkov: 'You must mop
the floor.'
Glushkov took no
notice of the water
spilling over the
edge. Byerozkin's crimson face had gone
suddenly white, his mouth had fallen open, and huge drops of sweat- to Glushkov they looked almost blue - had appeared on his
dose-shaven head. He began to lose consciousness again. But when Glushkov tried to drag him out of the water, he said very
clearly: 'No, I'm not ready yet.'
He was racked by a fit of coughing. As soon as it was over, without
even waiting to get his breath back, he said: 'Pour in some more water!'
At last he got out. Looking at him, Glushkov
felt even more despondent. He rubbed Byerozkin dry,
helped him back into bed, and covered him over with a blanket and some
greatcoats. He then began piling on everything he could find- jackets,
trousers, tarpaulins ...
By the time Pivovarov returned everything
had been tidied up - though the bunker still felt hot and damp like a
bath-house. Byerozkin was sleeping peacefully. Pivovarov stood over his bed for a moment and looked at
him.
'He has got a splendid face,' he thought. 'I'm sure he never wrote
denunciations.'
For some reason, he had been troubled all day long by the memory of
how- five years before- he had helped unmask Shmelyev,
a friend and fellow-student of his, as an enemy of the people. All kinds of
rubbish came into one's head during this sinister lull in the fighting. He
could see Shmelyev's sad, pitiful look as his
friend's denunciation was read out at the meeting.
About twelve o'clock, Chuykov himself
telephoned, passing over the head of the divisional commander. He was very
worried about Byerozkin's regiment- according to
the latest intelligence reports the Germans had amassed a particularly heavy
concentration of tanks and infantry opposite the Tractor Factory.
'Well, how are things?' he asked impatiently. 'And who's in command? Batyuk said the commanding officer had pneumonia or
something. He wanted to have him taken across to the left bank.'
'I'm in command,' answered a hoarse voice. 'Lieutenant-Colonel Byerozkin. I did have something of a cold, but I'm all
right now.'
'Yes, you do sound a bit hoarse,' said Chuykov
almost gloatingly. 'Well, the Germans will give you some hot milk. They've
got it all ready, they won't be long.'
'Yes, comrade,' said Byerozkin. 'I
understand you.'
'Very good,' said Chuykov. 'But if you ever
think of retreating, remember I can make you an egg-flip at least as good as
the Germans' hot milk.'
22
Old Polyakov arranged for Klimov, the scout, to take him at night to Regimental HQ;
he wanted to find out how things were with Seryozha.
'That's a splendid idea, old man,' said Grekov.
'You can have a bit of a rest and then come back and tell us how things are
in the rear.'
'You mean with Katya?' asked Polyakov,
guessing why Grekov had been so quick to agree.
'They left HQ long ago,' said Klimov. 'The
commander had them both sent to the left bank. By now they've probably
already visited the registry office in Akhtuba.'
'Do you want to cancel our trip then?' asked Polyakov
pointedly. Grekov looked at him sharply, but all he
said was: 'Very well, then. Be off with you!'
'Very well,' thought Polyakov.
They set off down the narrow passage about four in the morning. Polyakov kept bumping his head against the supports and
cursing Seryozha. He felt a little angry and embarrassed at the strength of
his affection for the boy.
After a while the passage widened and they sat down for a rest. Klimov said jokingly:
'What, haven't you got a present for them?'
'To hell with the damned boy!' said Polyakov.
'I should have taken a brick so I could give him a good knock on the head!'
'I see!' said Klimov. 'That's why you
wanted to come with me. That's why you're ready to swim the Volga to see him.
Or is it Katya you want to see? Are you dying of jealousy?'
'Come on,' said Polyakov. 'Let's get
going!'
Soon they came up to the surface and had to walk through no man's
land. It was utterly silent.
'Perhaps the war's come to an end?' thought Polyakov.
He could picture his own home with an extraordinary vividness: there was a
plate of borshch on the table and his wife was
gutting a fish he had caught. He even began to feel quite warm ...
That night General Paulus gave orders for the attack on the Tractor
Factory.
Two infantry divisions were to advance through the breach opened by
bombers, artillery and tanks . . . Since midnight, cigarettes had been
glowing in the soldiers' cupped hands.
The first Junkers flew over the factory an hour and a half before
dawn. The ensuing bombardment was quite without respite; any gap in the
unbroken wall of noise was immediately filled by the whistle of bombs tearing
towards the earth with all their iron strength. The continuous roar was
enough to shatter your skull or your backbone.
It began to get light, but not over the factory . . . It was as
though the earth itself were belching out black dust, smoke, thunder,
lightning ...
The brunt of the attack was borne by Byerozkin's
regiment and house 6II. All over that sector half-deafened men leapt
drunkenly to their feet, dimly realizing that this time the Germans really
had gone berserk.
Caught in no man's land, Klimov and Polyakov rushed towards some large craters made by
one-ton bombs at the end of September. Some soldiers from Podchufarov's
battalion had escaped from their caved-in trenches and were running in the
same direction.
The Russian and German trenches were so close together that part of
the bombardment fell on the German assault-troops waiting in the front line.
To Polyakov it was as though a fierce wind
from downstream was sweeping up the Volga. Several times he was knocked off
his feet; he fell to the ground no longer knowing what world he lived in,
whether he was old or young, what was up and what was down. But Klimov dragged him along and finally they slid to the
bottom of a huge crater. Here the darkness was threefold: the darkness of
night, the darkness of dust and smoke, the darkness of a deep pit.
They lay there beside one another; the same soft light, the same
prayer for life filled both their heads. It was the same light, the same
touching hope that glows in all heads and all hearts- in those of birds and
animals as well as in those of human beings.
Klimov couldn't stop swearing at Seryozha,
still somehow thinking this was all his fault. Deep
down, though, he felt he was praying."
This explosion of violence seemed too extreme to continue for long.
But there was no let-up; as time went by, the black cloud only thickened,
linking the earth and the sky still more closely.
Klimov found the roughened hand of the old
man and squeezed it; its
answering warmth gave
him a brief
moment of comfort. An explosion nearby threw a shower of earth, stone and brick into the crater; Polyakov
was hit in the back by fragments of brick. It was even worse when
great chunks of earth began
peeling off the walls… There
they were, cowering in a pit. They would never again see light of day. Soon
the Germans up above would cover them over with earth then level the edges of
the tomb.
Usually Klimov
preferred to go on reconnaissance missions alone; he would hurry off
into the darkness like an experienced swimmer striking out
into the open
sea. Now,
though, he was glad
to have Polyakov
beside him.
Time no longer flowed evenly. It had gone insane, tearing forward
like a shock-wave, then
suddenly congealing,
turning back on itself like the horns
of a ram.
Finally, though, the men in the pit raised their heads. The dust and smoke had been
carried away by the wind and they could see a dim light. The earth quietened; the continual roar separated out into series
of distinct explosions. They felt a numb exhaustion –as though every feeling
except anguish had been crushed out of their souls.
As Klimov staggered to his feet, he saw a
German soldier lying beside him. Battered, covered in dust, he looked as
though he had chewed up by the war from the peak of his cap to the toes of
his boots.
Klimov had no fear of Germans; he had an
unshakeable confidence in his own strength, his own miraculous ability to
pull a trigger, throw a grenade, strike a blow with
a knife or a rifle-butt a second earlier his opponent. Now, though, he didn't know what to do. He
was amazed at the thought that, blinded and deafened as he was, he been
comforted by the presence of this German, had mistaken his hand for Polyakov's. Klimov and the
German looked at one another. Each had been crushed by the same terrible
force, and each was helpless to struggle against it.
They looked at one another in silence, two inhabitants of the war.
The perfect, faultless, automatic reflex they both possessed - the instinct
to kill- failed to function.
Polyakov, a little further away, was also
gazing at the stubble covered face of the German. He didn't say anything
either- though he usually found it difficult to keep his mouth shut.
Life was terrible. It was as though they could understand, as though
they could read in one another's eyes, that the
power which had ground them into the mud would continue- even after the war
to oppress both conquered and conquerors.
As though coming to an unspoken agreement, they began to climb to the
surface, all three of them easy targets, all three of them quite sure they
were safe.
Polyakov slipped; the German, who was right
beside him, didn't give him a hand. The old man tumbled down to the bottom,
cursing the light of day but obstinately crawling back up towards it. Klimov and the German reached the surface. They both
looked round- one to the East, one to the West- to see if any of their
superiors had noticed them climbing quite peaceably out of the same pit.
Then, without looking back, without a word of goodbye, they set off for their
respective trenches, making their way through the newly-ploughed, still
smoking, hills and valleys.
'The house has gone. It's been razed to the ground,' said Klimov in a frightened voice as Polyakov
hurried after him. 'My brothers, have you all been killed?'
Then the artillery and machine-guns opened fire and the German
infantry began to advance. This was to be the hardest day that Stalingrad had
known.
'It's all because of that damned Seryozha!' muttered Polyakov. He was unable to understand what had happened,
to grasp that there was now no one left in house 6/1. Klimov's
cries and sobs merely irritated him.
23
During the initial air-attack, a bomb had fallen on top of the under
ground pipeline that housed one of Byerozkin's
battalion command posts; Byerozkin himself,
Battalion Commander Dyrkin and the telephonist had been trapped. Finding himself in complete
darkness, deafened and choking with dust, Byerozkin
had thought he was no longer in the land of the living. Then, in a brief
moment of silence, Dyrkin had sneezed and asked:
'Are you alive, comrade Lieutenant Colonel?'
'Yes,' Byerozkin had answered.
On hearing his commander's voice, Dyrkin
had recovered his customary
good humour.
'Well then, everything's fine!' he said, hawking and spitting. In
fact, things seemed far from fine. Dyrkin and the telephonist were up to their necks in rubble; it was
impossible for them even to check whether they had any broken bones. An iron
girder above them prevented them from straightening their backs; it was this
girder, however, that had saved their lives. Dyrkin
turned on his torch for a moment. What they saw was quite terrifying: there
were large slabs of stone hanging right over their heads, together with
twisted pieces of iron, slabs of buckled concrete covered in oil, and
hacked-up cables. One more bomb and all this would crash down on top of them.
For a while they huddled in silence, listening to the furious force
hammering at the workshops above. Even posthumously, these work shops
continued to work for the defence, thought Byerozkin; it was difficult to destroy iron and
reinforced concrete.
Then they examined the walls. There was clearly no way they could get
out by themselves. The telephone was intact but silent; the line must have
been cut.
It was also almost impossible to talk - they were coughing constantly
and their voices were drowned by the roar of explosions.
Though it was less than twenty-four hours since he had been in
delirium, Byerozkin now felt full of strength. In
battle, his strength imposed itself on all his subordinates. Nevertheless,
there was nothing essentially military or warlike about it; it was a simple,
reasonable and very human strength. Few men were able to display strength of
this kind in the inferno of battle; they were the true masters of the war.
The bombardment died down. It was replaced by an iron rumble. Byerozkin wiped his nose, coughed and said: 'Now the
wolves are howling. Their tanks are attacking the Tractor Factory ...And
we're right in their path.'
Perhaps because he couldn't imagine anything worse, Dyrkin began singing a song from a film. In a loud voice,
he half-sang, half-coughed:
'What a beautiful life we lead, what a beautiful life! Things can
never go wrong, never go wrong with such a wonderful
chief.'
The telephonist thought Dyrkin
had gone mad. All the same, coughing and spitting, he joined in:
'She'll grieve for me, she says she'll grieve for me all her life,
But soon another man, another man, will make her his wife.'
Meanwhile, up in the workshop filled with dust, smoke and the roar of
tanks, Glushkov was tearing the skin off his hands
and fingers as he rooted up slabs of stone, iron and concrete. He was in a
state of frenzy; only this allowed him to clear away heavy girders it would
normally have taken ten men even to shift.
The rumble of tanks, the shell-bursts, the chatter of machine-guns grew
still louder - and Byerozkin could see light again.
It was a dust-laden, smoky light; but it was the light of day. Looking at it,
Byerozkin thought: 'See, Tamara? You needn't have
worried. I told you it wouldn't be anything terrible.' Then Glushkov embraced him with his powerful, muscular arms.
Gesturing around him, his voice choked with sobs, Dyrkin
cried out: 'Comrade Lieutenant-Colonel, I'm in command of a dead battalion. And Vanya's dead. Our Vanya's dead.'
He pointed to the corpse of the battalion commissar. lt was lying on its side in a
dark crimson puddle of blood and machine-oil. The regimental command-post was
relatively unscathed; there was just a dusting of earth on the bed and the
table.
Pivovarov leapt up, swearing
happily, as Byerozkin came in.
Byerozkin immediately began questioning
him.
'Are we still in touch with the battalions? What about the encircled
house? How's Podchufarov? Dyrkin
and I got caught in a mouse-trap.We couldn't see
and we lost touch with everyone. I don't know who's
dead and who's alive. Where are the Germans? Where are our men? I'm
completely out of touch. We've just been singing songs. Quick, give me a
report!'
Pivovarov began by telling him the number
of casualties. Everyone in house 6/I, including the notorious Grekov, had perished. Only scout and one old militiaman
had escaped.
But the regiment had withstood the German assault. The men still
alive were still alive.
The telephone rang. From the signaller's
face, they all realized it was Chuykov himself.
Byerozkin took the receiver. It was a good
line; the men in the suddenly quiet bunker recognized Chuykov's
low, serious voice. 'Byerozkin? The divisional
commander's wounded. His second-in command and chief of staff are dead. I
order you to take command yourself.'
Then, more slowly, and with emphasis:
'You held their attack. You commanded the regiment through hellish,
unheard-of conditions. Thank you, my friend. I embrace you. And I wish you
luck.'
In the workshops of the Tractor Factory the battle had only just
begun. Those who were alive were still alive.
House 6/1 was now silent. Not one shot could be heard from the ruins.lt had evidently borne the brunt of the air-attack;
the remaining walls had now collapsed and the stone mound had been flattened.
The German tanks firing at Podchufarov's battalion
were screened by the last remains of the building. What had once been a
terrible danger to the
Germans was now a place of refuge.
From a distance the heaps of red brick seemed like chunks of raw,
steaming flesh. Grey-green German soldiers were buzzing around the dead
building.
'You must take command of the regiment," said Byerozkin to Pivovarov.
'Until today, my superiors have never been satisfied with me. Then, after
sitting around all day singing songs, I get Chuykov's
thanks and the command of a division. Well, I won't let you off the hook
now.'
But the Germans were pressing forward. This was no time for
pleasantries.
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