What we have so far said and
will say concerns the ambiguous life of the Lager [camp]. In
our days many men have lived in this cruel manner, crushed
against the bottom, but each for a relatively short period;
so that we can perhaps ask ourselves if it is necessary or
good to retain any memory of this exceptional human state.
To this question we feel that we have to reply in the
affirmative. We are in fact convinced that no human
experience is without meaning or unworthy of analysis, and
that fundamental values, even if they are not positive, can
be deduced from this particular world which we are
describing. We would also like to consider that the Lager
was pre-eminently a gigantic biological and social
experiment.
Thousands of individuals, differing in age, condition,
origin, language, culture and customs are enclosed within
barbed wire: there they live a regular, controlled life
which is identical for all and inadequate to all needs, and
which is much more rigorous than any experimenter could have
set up to establish what is essential and what adventitious
to the conduct of the human animal in the struggle for life.
We do not believe in the most obvious and facile
deduction: that man is fundamentally brutal, egoistic and
stupid in his conduct once every civilized institution is
taken away, and that the Häftling is consequently nothing
but a man without inhibitions. We believe, rather, that the
only conclusion to be drawn is that in the face of driving
necessity and physical disabilities many social habits and
instincts are reduced to silence.
But another fact seems to us worthy of attention: there
comes to light the existence of two particularly well
differentiated categories among men–the saved and the
drowned. Other pairs of opposites (the good and the bad, the
wise and the foolish, the cowards and the courageous, the
unlucky and the fortunate) are considerably less distinct,
they seem less essential, and above all they allow for more
numerous and complex intermediary gradations.
This division is much less evident in ordinary life; for
there it rarely happens that a man loses himself. A man is
normally not alone, and in his rise or fall is tied to the
destinies of his neighbors; so that it is exceptional for
anyone to acquire unlimited power, or to fall by a
succession of defeats into utter ruin. Moreover, everyone is
normally in possession of such spiritual, physical, and even
financial resources that the probabilities of a shipwreck,
of total inadequacy in the face of life, are relatively
small. And one must take into account a definite cushioning
effect exercised both by the law, and by the moral sense
which constitutes a self-imposed law; for a country is
considered the more civilized the more the wisdom and
efficiency of its laws hinder a weak man from becoming too
weak or a powerful one too powerful.
But in the Lager things are different: here the struggle
to survive is without respite, because everyone is
desperately and ferociously alone. If some Null Achtzehn
vacillates, he will find no one to extend a helping hand; on
the contrary, someone will knock him aside, because it is in
no one's interest that there be one more "mussulman" [a term
used in the camps to describe someone weak] dragging himself
to work every day; and if someone, by a miracle of savage
patience and cunning, finds a new method of avoiding the
hardest work, a new art which yields him an ounce of bread,
he will try to keep his method secret, and he will be
esteemed and respected for this, and will derive from it an
exclusive, personal benefit; he will become stronger and so
will be feared, and who is feared is, ipso facto, a
candidate for survival.
In history and in life one sometimes seems to glimpse a
ferocious law which states: "To he that has, will be given;
to he that has not, will be taken away." In the Lager, where
man is alone and where the struggle for life is reduced to
its primordial mechanism, this unjust law is openly in
force, is recognized by all. With the adaptable, the strong
and astute individuals, even the leaders willingly keep
contact, sometimes even friendly contact, because they hope
later to perhaps derive some benefit. But with the
mussulmans, the men in decay, it is not even worth speaking,
because one knows already that they will complain and will
speak about what they used to eat at home. Even less
worthwhile is it to make friends with them, because they
have no distinguished acquaintances in camp, they do not
gain any extra rations, they do not work in profitable
Kommandos and they know no secret method or organizing. And
in any case, one knows that they are only here on a visit,
that in a few weeks nothing will remain of them but a
handful of ashes in some near-by field and a crossed-out
number on a register. Although engulfed and swept along
without rest by the innumerable crowd of those similar to
them, they suffer and drag themselves along in an opaque
intimate solitude, and in solitude they die or disappear,
without leaving a trace in anyone's memory.
The result of this pitiless process of natural selection
could be read in the statistics of Lager population
movements. At Auschwitz, in 1944, of the old Jewish
prisoners (we will not speak of the others here, as their
condition was different), "kleine Nummer," low
numbers less than 150,000 only a few hundred had survived;
not one was an ordinary Häftling, vegetating in the ordinary
Kommandos, and subsisting on the normal ration. There
remained only the doctors, tailors, shoemakers, musicians,
cooks, young attractive homosexuals, friends or compatriots
of some authority in the camp; or they were particularly
pitiless, vigorous, and inhuman individuals, installed
(following an investiture by the SS command, which showed
itself in such choices to possess satanic knowledge of human
beings) in the posts of Kapos, Blockältester, etc.;
or finally, those who, without fulfilling particular
functions, had always succeeded through their astuteness and
energy in successfully organizing, gaining in this way,
besides material advantages and reputation, the indulgence
and esteem of the powerful people in the camp. Whosoever
does not know how to become an "Organisator," "Kombinator,"
"Prominent" (the savage eloquence of these words!) soon
become a "mussulman." In life, a third way exists, and is in
fact the rule; it does not exist in the concentration camp.
To sink is the easiest of matters; it is enough to carry
out all the orders one receives, to eat only the ration, to
observe the discipline of the work and the camp. Experience
showed that only exceptionally could one survive more than
three months in this way. All the mussulmans who finished in
the gas chambers have the same story, or more exactly, have
no story; they followed the slope down to the bottom, like
streams that run down to the sea. On their entry into the
camp, through basic incapacity, or by misfortune, or through
some banal incident, they are overcome before they can adapt
themselves; they are beaten by time, they do not begin to
learn German, to disentangle the infernal knot of laws and
prohibitions until their body is already in decay, and
nothing can save them from selections or from death by
exhaustion. Their life is short, but their number is
endless; they, the Muselmänner, the drowned, form the
backbone of the camp, an anonymous mass, continually renewed
and always identical, of non-men who march and labor in
silence, the divine spark dead within them, already too
empty to really suffer. One hesitates to call them living:
one hesitates to call their death death, in the face of
which they have no fear, as they are too tired to
understand.
They crowd my memory with their faceless presences, and
if I could enclose all the evil of our time in one image, I
would choose this image which is familiar to me: an
emaciated man, with head dropped and shoulders curved, on
whose face and in whose eyes not a trace of thought is to be
seen