"Self-Reliance"
from Essays: First Series (1841)
Ralph Waldo Emerson
"Ne te quaesiveris
extra."
(“Do not seek outside yourself.”)
"Man is his own star; and the soul that can
Render an honest and a perfect man,
Commands all light, all influence, all fate;
Nothing to him falls early or too late.
Our acts our angels are, or good or ill,
Our fatal shadows that walk by us still."
Epilogue to Beaumont and Fletcher's Honest
Man's Fortune
Cast the bantling on the rocks,
Suckle him with the she-wolf's teat;
Wintered with the hawk and fox,
Power and speed be hands and feet.
ESSAY II Self-Reliance
I read the other day some verses written by an eminent painter which were
original and not conventional. The soul always hears an admonition in such
lines, let the subject be what it may. The sentiment they instil
is of more value than any thought they may contain. To believe your own
thought, to believe that what is true for you in your private heart is true
for all men, — that is genius. Speak your latent conviction, and it shall be
the universal sense; for the inmost in due time becomes the outmost,—— and
our first thought is rendered back to us by the trumpets of the Last
Judgment. Familiar as the voice of the mind is to each, the highest merit we
ascribe to Moses, Plato, and Milton is, that they set at naught books and
traditions, and spoke not what men but what they thought. A man should learn
to detect and watch that gleam of light which flashes across his mind from
within, more than the lustre of the firmament of bards
and sages. Yet he dismisses without notice his thought, because it is his. In
every work of genius we recognize our own rejected thoughts: they come back
to us with a certain alienated majesty. Great works of art have no more
affecting lesson for us than this. They teach us to abide by our spontaneous
impression with good-humored inflexibility then most when the whole cry of
voices is on the other side. Else, to-morrow a stranger will say with
masterly good sense precisely what we have thought and felt all the time, and
we shall be forced to take with shame our own opinion from another.
There is a time in every man's education when he arrives at the conviction
that envy is ignorance; that imitation is suicide; that he must take himself
for better, for worse, as his portion; that though the wide universe is full
of good, no kernel of nourishing corn can come to him but through his toil
bestowed on that plot of ground which is given to him to till. The power
which resides in him is new in nature, and none but he knows what that is which he can do, nor does he know until he has tried.
Not for nothing one face, one character, one fact, makes much impression on
him, and another none. This sculpture in the memory is not without
pre-established harmony. The eye was placed where one ray should fall, that
it might testify of that particular ray. We but half express ourselves, and
are ashamed of that divine idea which each of us represents. It may be safely
trusted as proportionate and of good issues, so it be
faithfully imparted, but God will not have his work made manifest by cowards.
A man is relieved and gay when he has put his heart into his work and done
his best; but what he has said or done otherwise, shall give him no peace. It
is a deliverance which does not deliver. In the attempt his genius deserts
him; no muse befriends; no invention, no hope.
Trust thyself: every heart vibrates to that iron string. Accept the place the
divine providence has found for you, the society of your contemporaries, the connection of events. Great men have always done so,
and confided themselves childlike to the genius of their age, betraying their
perception that the absolutely trustworthy was seated at their heart, working
through their hands, predominating in all their being. And we are now men,
and must accept in the highest mind the same transcendent destiny; and not
minors and invalids in a protected corner, not cowards fleeing before a
revolution, but guides, redeemers, and benefactors, obeying the Almighty
effort, and advancing on Chaos and the Dark.
What pretty oracles nature yields us on this text, in the face and behaviour
of children, babes, and even brutes! That divided and rebel mind, that distrust of a sentiment because our arithmetic
has computed the strength and means opposed to our purpose, these have not.
Their mind being whole, their eye is as yet unconquered, and when we look in
their faces, we are disconcerted. Infancy conforms to nobody: all conform to
it, so that one babe commonly makes four or five out of the adults who
prattle and play to it. So God has armed youth and puberty and manhood no
less with its own piquancy and charm, and made it enviable and gracious and
its claims not to be put by, if it will stand by itself. Do not think the
youth has no force, because he cannot speak to you and me. Hark! in the next room his voice is sufficiently clear and
emphatic. It seems he knows how to speak to his contemporaries. Bashful or
bold, then, he will know how to make us seniors very unnecessary.
The nonchalance of boys who are sure of a dinner, and would
disdain as much as a lord to do or say aught to
conciliate one, is the healthy attitude of human nature. A boy is in
the parlour what the pit is in the playhouse;
independent, irresponsible, looking out from his corner on such people and
facts as pass by, he tries and sentences them on their merits, in the swift,
summary way of boys, as good, bad, interesting, silly, eloquent, troublesome.
He cumbers himself never about consequences, about interests: he gives an
independent, genuine verdict. You must court him: he does not court you. But
the man is, as it were, clapped into jail by his consciousness. As soon as he
has once acted or spoken with eclat, he is a
committed person, watched by the sympathy or the hatred of hundreds, whose
affections must now enter into his account. There is no Lethe for this. Ah,
that he could pass again into his neutrality! Who can thus avoid all pledges,
and having observed, observe again from the same unaffected, unbiased, unbribable, unaffrighted
innocence, must always be formidable. He would utter opinions on all passing
affairs, which being seen to be not private, but necessary, would sink like
darts into the ear of men, and put them in fear.
These are the voices which we hear in solitude, but they grow faint and
inaudible as we enter into the world. Society everywhere is in conspiracy
against the manhood of every one of its members. Society is a joint-stock
company, in which the members agree, for the better securing of his bread to
each shareholder, to surrender the liberty and culture of the eater. The
virtue in most request is conformity. Self-reliance
is its aversion. It loves not realities and creators, but names and
customs.
Whoso would be a man must be a
nonconformist. He who would gather immortal palms must not be hindered
by the name of goodness, but must explore if it be goodness. Nothing is at
last sacred but the integrity of your own mind. Absolve you to yourself, and
you shall have the suffrage of the world. I remember an answer which when
quite young I was prompted to make to a valued adviser, who was wont to
importune me with the dear old doctrines of the church. On my saying, What
have I to do with the sacredness of traditions, if I live wholly from within?
my friend suggested, — "But these impulses may
be from below, not from above." I replied, "They do not seem to me
to be such; but if I am the Devil's child, I will live then from the
Devil." No law can be sacred to me but that of my nature. Good and bad
are but names very readily transferable to that or this; the only right is
what is after my constitution, the only wrong what is against it. A man is to
carry himself in the presence of all opposition, as if every
thing were titular and ephemeral but he. I am
ashamed to think how easily we capitulate to badges and names, to large
societies and dead institutions. Every decent and well-spoken individual
affects and sways me more than is right. I ought to go upright and vital, and
speak the rude truth in all ways. If malice and vanity wear the coat of
philanthropy, shall that pass? If an angry bigot assumes this bountiful cause
of Abolition, and comes to me with his last news from Barbadoes,
why should I not say to him, 'Go love thy infant; love thy wood-chopper: be good-natured
and modest: have that grace; and never varnish your hard, uncharitable
ambition with this incredible tenderness for black folk a thousand miles off.
Thy love afar is spite at home.' Rough and graceless would be such greeting,
but truth is handsomer than the affectation of love. Your goodness must have
some edge to it, — else it is none. The doctrine of hatred must be preached
as the counteraction of the doctrine of love when that pules and whines. I
shun father and mother and wife and brother, when my genius calls me. I would
write on the lintels of the door-post, Whim. I hope it is somewhat better
than whim at last, but we cannot spend the day in explanation. Expect me not
to show cause why I seek or why I exclude company.
Then, again, do not tell me, as a good man did to-day, of my obligation to
put all poor men in good situations. Are they my poor? I tell thee, thou
foolish philanthropist, that I grudge the dollar, the dime, the cent, I give
to such men as do not belong to me and to whom I do not belong. There is a
class of persons to whom by all spiritual affinity I am bought and sold; for
them I will go to prison, if need be; but your miscellaneous popular
charities; the education at college of fools; the building of meeting-houses
to the vain end to which many now stand; alms to sots; and the thousandfold Relief Societies; — though I confess with
shame I sometimes succumb and give the dollar, it is a wicked dollar which by
and by I shall have the manhood to withhold.
Virtues are, in the popular estimate, rather the exception than the rule.
There is the man and his virtues. Men do what is called a good action, as
some piece of courage or charity, much as they would pay a fine in expiation
of daily non-appearance on parade. Their works are done as an apology or
extenuation of their living in the world, — as invalids and the insane pay a
high board. Their virtues are penances. I do not wish to expiate, but to
live. My life is for itself and not for a spectacle. I much prefer that it
should be of a lower strain, so it be genuine and
equal, than that it should be glittering and unsteady. I wish it to be sound
and sweet, and not to need diet and bleeding. I ask primary evidence that you
are a man, and refuse this appeal from the man to his actions. I know that
for myself it makes no difference whether I do or
forbear those actions which are reckoned excellent. I cannot consent to pay
for a privilege where I have intrinsic right. Few and mean as my gifts may
be, I actually am, and do not need for my own assurance or the assurance of
my fellows any secondary testimony.
What I must do is all that concerns me, not what the people think. This rule,
equally arduous in actual and in intellectual life, may serve for the whole
distinction between greatness and meanness. It is the harder, because you
will always find those who think they know what is your
duty better than you know it. It is easy in the world to live after
the world's opinion; it is easy in solitude to live after our own; but the
great man is he who in the midst of the crowd keeps with perfect sweetness
the independence of solitude.
The objection to conforming to usages that have become dead to you is, that it scatters your force. It loses your time and
blurs the impression of your character. If you maintain a dead church,
contribute to a dead Bible-society, vote with a great party either for the
government or against it, spread your table like base housekeepers, — under
all these screens I have difficulty to detect the precise man you are. And,
of course, so much force is withdrawn from your proper life. But do your
work, and I shall know you. Do your work, and you
shall reinforce yourself. A man must consider what a blindman's-buff
is this game of conformity. If I know your sect, I
anticipate your argument. I hear a preacher announce for his text and topic
the expediency of one of the institutions of his church. Do I not know
beforehand that not possibly can he say a new and spontaneous word? Do I not
know that, with all this ostentation of examining the grounds of the
institution, he will do no such thing? Do I not know that he is pledged to
himself not to look but at one side, — the permitted side, not as a man, but
as a parish minister? He is a retained attorney, and these airs of the bench
are the emptiest affectation. Well, most men have bound their eyes with one
or another handkerchief, and attached themselves to some one of these
communities of opinion. This conformity makes them not false in a few
particulars, authors of a few lies, but false in all particulars. Their every
truth is not quite true. Their two is not the real two, their four not the
real four; so that every word they say chagrins us, and we know not where to
begin to set them right. Meantime nature is not slow to equip us in the
prison-uniform of the party to which we adhere. We come to wear one cut of
face and figure, and acquire by degrees the gentlest asinine expression.
There is a mortifying experience in particular, which does not fail to wreak
itself also in the general history; I mean "the foolish face of
praise," the forced smile which we put on in company where we do not
feel at ease in answer to conversation which does not interest us. The
muscles, not spontaneously moved, but moved by a low usurping wilfulness, grow tight about the outline of the face with
the most disagreeable sensation.
For nonconformity the world whips you with its displeasure. And therefore a
man must know how to estimate a sour face. The by-standers look askance on
him in the public street or in the friend's parlour.
If this aversation had its origin in contempt and
resistance like his own, he might well go home with a sad countenance; but
the sour faces of the multitude, like their sweet faces, have no deep cause,
but are put on and off as the wind blows and a newspaper directs. Yet is the
discontent of the multitude more formidable than that of the senate and the
college. It is easy enough for a firm man who knows the world to brook the
rage of the cultivated classes. Their rage is decorous and prudent, for they
are timid as being very vulnerable themselves. But when to their feminine
rage the indignation of the people is added, when the ignorant and the poor
are aroused, when the unintelligent brute force that lies at the bottom of
society is made to growl and mow, it needs the habit of magnanimity and
religion to treat it godlike as a trifle of no concernment.
The other terror that scares us from
self-trust is our consistency; a reverence for our past act or word,
because the eyes of others have no other data for computing our orbit than
our past acts, and we are loath to disappoint them.
But why should you keep your head over your shoulder? Why drag about this
corpse of your memory, lest you contradict somewhat you have stated in this
or that public place? Suppose you should contradict yourself; what then? It
seems to be a rule of wisdom never to rely on your memory alone, scarcely
even in acts of pure memory, but to bring the past for judgment into the
thousand-eyed present, and live ever in a new day. In your metaphysics you
have denied personality to the Deity: yet when the devout motions of the soul
come, yield to them heart and life, though they should clothe God with shape
and color. Leave your theory, as Joseph his coat in the hand of the harlot,
and flee.
A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds, adored by little
statesmen and philosophers and divines. With consistency a great soul has
simply nothing to do. He may as well concern himself with his shadow on the
wall. Speak what you think now in hard words, and to-morrow speak what to-morrow thinks in hard words again, though it
contradict every thing you said to-day. — 'Ah, so
you shall be sure to be misunderstood.' — Is it so bad, then, to be
misunderstood? Pythagoras was misunderstood, and Socrates, and Jesus, and
Luther, and Copernicus, and Galileo, and Newton, and every pure and wise
spirit that ever took flesh. To be great is to be misunderstood.
I suppose no man can violate his nature. All the sallies
of his will are rounded in by the law of his being, as the inequalities of
Andes and Himmaleh are insignificant in the curve
of the sphere. Nor does it matter how you gauge and try him. A character is
like an acrostic or Alexandrian stanza; — read it forward, backward, or
across, it still spells the same thing. In this pleasing, contrite wood-life
which God allows me, let me record day by day my honest thought without
prospect or retrospect, and, I cannot doubt, it will be found symmetrical,
though I mean it not, and see it not. My book should smell of pines and
resound with the hum of insects. The swallow over my window should interweave
that thread or straw he carries in his bill into my web also. We pass for
what we are. Character teaches above our wills. Men imagine that they
communicate their virtue or vice only by overt actions, and do not see that
virtue or vice emit a breath every moment.
There will be an agreement in whatever variety of actions, so they be each
honest and natural in their hour. For of one will, the actions will be
harmonious, however unlike they seem. These varieties are lost sight of at a
little distance, at a little height of thought. One tendency unites them all.
The voyage of the best ship is a zigzag line of a hundred tacks. See the line
from a sufficient distance, and it straightens itself to the average
tendency. Your genuine action will explain itself, and will explain your
other genuine actions. Your conformity explains nothing. Act singly, and what
you have already done singly will justify you now. Greatness appeals to the
future. If I can be firm enough to-day to do right, and scorn eyes, I must
have done so much right before as to defend me now. Be it how it will, do
right now. Always scorn appearances, and you always may. The force of
character is cumulative. All the foregone days of virtue work their health
into this. What makes the majesty of the heroes of the senate and the field,
which so fills the imagination? The consciousness of a train of great days
and victories behind. They shed an united light on
the advancing actor. He is attended as by a visible escort of angels. That is
it which throws thunder into Chatham's voice, and dignity into Washington's
port, and America into Adams's eye. Honor is venerable to us because it is no
ephemeris. It is always ancient virtue. We worship it to-day because it is
not of to-day. We love it and pay it homage, because it is not a trap for our
love and homage, but is self-dependent, self-derived, and therefore of an old
immaculate pedigree, even if shown in a young person.
I hope in these days we have heard the last of conformity and consistency.
Let the words be gazetted and ridiculous
henceforward. Instead of the gong for dinner, let us hear a whistle from the
Spartan fife. Let us never bow and apologize more. A great man is coming to
eat at my house. I do not wish to please him; I wish that he should wish to
please me. I will stand here for humanity, and though I would make it kind, I
would make it true. Let us affront and reprimand the smooth mediocrity and
squalid contentment of the times, and hurl in the face of custom, and trade,
and office, the fact which is the upshot of all history, that there is a
great responsible Thinker and Actor working wherever a man works; that a true
man belongs to no other time or place, but is the centre
of things. Where he is, there is nature. He measures you, and all men, and
all events. Ordinarily, every body in society
reminds us of somewhat else, or of some other person. Character, reality,
reminds you of nothing else; it takes place of the whole creation. The man
must be so much, that he must make all circumstances indifferent. Every true
man is a cause, a country, and an age; requires infinite spaces and numbers
and time fully to accomplish his design; — and posterity seem to follow his
steps as a train of clients. A man Caesar is born, and for ages after we have
a Roman Empire. Christ is born, and millions of minds so grow and cleave to
his genius, that he is confounded with virtue and the possible of man. An
institution is the lengthened shadow of one man; as, Monachism,
of the Hermit Antony; the Reformation, of Luther; Quakerism, of Fox;
Methodism, of Wesley; Abolition, of Clarkson. Scipio, Milton called "the
height of Rome"; and all history resolves itself very easily into the
biography of a few stout and earnest persons.
Let a man then know his worth, and keep things under his feet. Let him not
peep or steal, or skulk up and down with the air of a charity-boy, a bastard,
or an interloper, in the world which exists for him. But the man in the
street, finding no worth in himself which corresponds to the force which
built a tower or sculptured a marble god, feels poor when he looks on these.
To him a palace, a statue, or a costly book have an alien and forbidding air,
much like a gay equipage, and seem to say like that, 'Who are you, Sir?' Yet
they all are his, suitors for his notice, petitioners to his faculties that
they will come out and take possession. The picture waits for my verdict: it
is not to command me, but I am to settle its claims to praise. That popular
fable of the sot who was picked up dead drunk in the street, carried to the
duke's house, washed and dressed and laid in the duke's bed, and, on his
waking, treated with all obsequious ceremony like the duke, and assured that
he had been insane, owes its popularity to the fact, that it symbolizes so
well the state of man, who is in the world a sort of sot, but now and then
wakes up, exercises his reason, and finds himself a true prince.
Our reading is mendicant and sycophantic. In history, our imagination plays
us false. Kingdom and lordship, power and estate, are a gaudier vocabulary
than private John and Edward in a small house and common day's work; but the
things of life are the same to both; the sum total of both is the same. Why
all this deference to Alfred, and Scanderbeg, and Gustavus?
Suppose they were virtuous; did they wear out virtue? As great a stake
depends on your private act to-day, as followed their public and renowned
steps. When private men shall act with original views, the lustre will be transferred from the actions of kings to
those of gentlemen.
The world has been instructed by its kings, who have so magnetized the eyes
of nations. It has been taught by this colossal symbol the mutual reverence
that is due from man to man. The joyful loyalty with which men have
everywhere suffered the king, the noble, or the great proprietor to walk
among them by a law of his own, make his own scale of men and things, and
reverse theirs, pay for benefits not with money but with honor, and represent
the law in his person, was the hieroglyphic by which they obscurely signified
their consciousness of their own right and comeliness, the right of every
man.
The magnetism which all original action exerts is explained when we inquire
the reason of self-trust. Who is the Trustee? What is the aboriginal Self, on
which a universal reliance may be grounded? What is the nature and power of
that science-baffling star, without parallax, without calculable elements,
which shoots a ray of beauty even into trivial and impure actions,
if the least mark of independence appear? The inquiry leads us to that
source, at once the essence of genius, of virtue, and of life, which we call
Spontaneity or Instinct. We denote this primary wisdom as Intuition, whilst
all later teachings are tuitions. In that deep force, the last fact behind
which analysis cannot go, all things find their common origin. For, the sense
of being which in calm hours rises, we know not how, in the soul, is not
diverse from things, from space, from light, from time, from man, but one
with them, and proceeds obviously from the same source whence their life and
being also proceed. We first share the life by which things exist, and
afterwards see them as appearances in nature, and forget that we have shared
their cause. Here is the fountain of action and of thought. Here are the
lungs of that inspiration which giveth man wisdom,
and which cannot be denied without impiety and atheism. We lie in the lap of
immense intelligence, which makes us receivers of its truth and organs of its
activity. When we discern justice, when we discern truth, we do nothing of
ourselves, but allow a passage to its beams. If we ask whence this comes, if
we seek to pry into the soul that causes, all philosophy is at fault. Its
presence or its absence is all we can affirm. Every man discriminates between
the voluntary acts of his mind, and his involuntary perceptions, and knows
that to his involuntary perceptions a perfect faith is due. He may err in the
expression of them, but he knows that these things are so, like day and
night, not to be disputed. My wilful actions and
acquisitions are but roving; — the idlest reverie, the faintest native
emotion, command my curiosity and respect. Thoughtless people contradict as
readily the statement of perceptions as of opinions, or rather much more
readily; for, they do not distinguish between perception and notion. They
fancy that I choose to see this or that thing. But perception is not
whimsical, but fatal. If I see a trait, my children will see it after me, and
in course of time, all mankind, — although it may chance that no one has seen
it before me. For my perception of it is as much a fact as the sun.
The relations of the soul to the divine spirit are so pure, that it is
profane to seek to interpose helps. It must be that when God speaketh he should communicate, not one thing, but all
things; should fill the world with his voice; should scatter forth light,
nature, time, souls, from the centre of the present
thought; and new date and new create the whole. Whenever a mind is simple,
and receives a divine wisdom, old things pass away, — means, teachers, texts,
temples fall; it lives now, and absorbs past and future into the present hour.
All things are made sacred by relation to it, — one as much as another. All
things are dissolved to their centre by their
cause, and, in the universal miracle, petty and particular miracles
disappear. If, therefore, a man claims to know and speak of God, and carries
you backward to the phraseology of some old mouldered
nation in another country, in another world, believe him not. Is the acorn
better than the oak which is its fulness and
completion? Is the parent better than the child into whom he has cast his
ripened being? Whence, then, this worship of the past? The centuries are
conspirators against the sanity and authority of the soul. Time and space are
but physiological colors which the eye makes, but the soul is light; where it
is, is day; where it was, is night; and history is an
impertinence and an injury, if it be any thing
more than a cheerful apologue or parable of my being and becoming.
Man is timid and apologetic; he is no longer upright; he dares not say 'I
think,' 'I am,' but quotes some saint or sage. He is ashamed before the blade
of grass or the blowing rose. These roses under my window make no reference
to former roses or to better ones; they are for what they are; they exist
with God to-day. There is no time to them. There is simply the rose; it is
perfect in every moment of its existence. Before a leaf-bud has burst, its
whole life acts; in the full-blown flower there is no more; in the leafless
root there is no less. Its nature is satisfied, and it satisfies nature, in
all moments alike. But man postpones or remembers; he does not live in the
present, but with reverted eye laments the past, or, heedless of the riches
that surround him, stands on tiptoe to foresee the future. He cannot be happy
and strong until he too lives with nature in the present, above time.
This should be plain enough. Yet see what strong intellects dare not yet hear
God himself, unless he speak the phraseology of I know not what David, or
Jeremiah, or Paul. We shall not always set so great a price on a few texts,
on a few lives. We are like children who repeat by rote the sentences of grandames and tutors, and, as they grow older, of the men
of talents and character they chance to see, — painfully recollecting the
exact words they spoke; afterwards, when they come into the point of view
which those had who uttered these sayings, they understand them, and are
willing to let the words go; for, at any time, they can use words as good
when occasion comes. If we live truly, we shall see truly. It is as easy for
the strong man to be strong, as it is for the weak to be weak. When we have
new perception, we shall gladly disburden the memory of its hoarded treasures
as old rubbish. When a man lives with God, his voice shall be as sweet as the
murmur of the brook and the rustle of the corn.
And now at last the highest truth on this subject remains unsaid; probably
cannot be said; for all that we say is the far-off remembering of the
intuition. That thought, by what I can now nearest approach to say it, is
this. When good is near you, when you have life in yourself, it is not by any
known or accustomed way; you shall not discern the foot-prints of any other;
you shall not see the face of man; you shall not hear any name;—— the way,
the thought, the good, shall be wholly strange and new. It shall exclude
example and experience. You take the way from man, not to man. All persons
that ever existed are its forgotten ministers. Fear and hope are alike
beneath it. There is somewhat low even in hope. In the hour of vision, there is
nothing that can be called gratitude, nor properly joy. The soul raised over
passion beholds identity and eternal causation, perceives the self-existence
of Truth and Right, and calms itself with knowing that all things go well.
Vast spaces of nature, the Atlantic Ocean, the South Sea, — long intervals of
time, years, centuries, — are of no account. This which I think and feel
underlay every former state of life and circumstances, as it does underlie my
present, and what is called life, and what is called death.
Life only avails, not the having lived. Power ceases in the instant of
repose; it resides in the moment of transition from a past to a new state, in
the shooting of the gulf, in the darting to an aim. This one fact the world
hates, that the soul becomes; for that for ever
degrades the past, turns all riches to poverty, all reputation to a shame,
confounds the saint with the rogue, shoves Jesus and Judas equally aside.
Why, then, do we prate of self-reliance? Inasmuch as the soul is present,
there will be power not confident but agent. To talk of reliance is a poor
external way of speaking. Speak rather of that which relies, because it works
and is. Who has more obedience than I masters me,
though he should not raise his finger. Round him I must revolve by the
gravitation of spirits. We fancy it rhetoric, when we speak of eminent
virtue. We do not yet see that virtue is Height, and that a man or a company
of men, plastic and permeable to principles, by the law of nature must
overpower and ride all cities, nations, kings, rich men, poets, who are
not.
This is the ultimate fact which we so quickly reach on this, as on every
topic, the resolution of all into the ever-blessed ONE. Self-existence is the
attribute of the Supreme Cause, and it constitutes the measure of good by the
degree in which it enters into all lower forms. All things real are so by so
much virtue as they contain. Commerce, husbandry, hunting, whaling, war,
eloquence, personal weight, are somewhat, and engage my respect as examples
of its presence and impure action. I see the same law working in nature for
conservation and growth. Power is in nature the essential measure of right.
Nature suffers nothing to remain in her kingdoms which cannot help itself. The genesis and maturation of a planet, its poise
and orbit, the bended tree recovering itself from the strong wind, the vital
resources of every animal and vegetable, are demonstrations of the
self-sufficing, and therefore self-relying soul.
Thus all concentrates: let us not rove; let us sit at home with the cause.
Let us stun and astonish the intruding rabble of men and books and
institutions, by a simple declaration of the divine fact. Bid the invaders
take the shoes from off their feet, for God is here within. Let our
simplicity judge them, and our docility to our own law demonstrate the
poverty of nature and fortune beside our native riches.
But now we are a mob. Man does not stand in awe of man, nor is his genius
admonished to stay at home, to put itself in communication with the internal
ocean, but it goes abroad to beg a cup of water of the urns of other men. We
must go alone. I like the silent church before the service begins, better
than any preaching. How far off, how cool, how chaste the persons look,
begirt each one with a precinct or sanctuary! So let us always sit. Why
should we assume the faults of our friend, or wife, or father, or child,
because they sit around our hearth, or are said to have the same blood? All
men have my blood, and I have all men's. Not for that will I adopt their
petulance or folly, even to the extent of being ashamed of it. But your
isolation must not be mechanical, but spiritual, that is, must be elevation.
At times the whole world seems to be in conspiracy to importune you with
emphatic trifles. Friend, client, child, sickness, fear, want, charity, all
knock at once at thy closet door, and say, — 'Come out unto us.' But keep thy
state; come not into their confusion. The power men possess to annoy me, I give them by a weak curiosity. No man can come near
me but through my act. "What we love that we have, but by desire we
bereave ourselves of the love."
If we cannot at once rise to the sanctities of obedience and faith, let us at
least resist our temptations; let us enter into the state of war, and wake
Thor and Woden, courage and constancy, in our Saxon
breasts. This is to be done in our smooth times by speaking the truth. Check
this lying hospitality and lying affection. Live no longer to the expectation
of these deceived and deceiving people with whom we converse. Say to them, O
father, O mother, O wife, O brother, O friend, I have lived with you after
appearances hitherto. Henceforward I am the truth's.
Be it known unto you that henceforward I obey no law less than the eternal
law. I will have no covenants but proximities. I shall endeavour
to nourish my parents, to support my family, to be the chaste husband of one
wife, — but these relations I must fill after a new and unprecedented way. I
appeal from your customs. I must be myself. I cannot break myself any longer
for you, or you. If you can love me for what I am, we shall be the happier.
If you cannot, I will still seek to deserve that you should. I will not hide
my tastes or aversions. I will so trust that what is deep is holy, that I
will do strongly before the sun and moon whatever inly rejoices me, and the
heart appoints. If you are noble, I will love you; if you are not, I will not
hurt you and myself by hypocritical attentions. If you are true, but not in
the same truth with me, cleave to your companions; I will seek my own. I do
this not selfishly, but humbly and truly. It is alike your interest, and
mine, and all men's, however long we have dwelt in lies, to live in truth.
Does this sound harsh to-day? You will soon love what is dictated by your
nature as well as mine, and, if we follow the truth, it will bring us out
safe at last. — But so you may give these friends pain. Yes, but I cannot
sell my liberty and my power, to save their sensibility. Besides, all persons
have their moments of reason, when they look out into the region of absolute
truth; then will they justify me, and do the same thing.
The populace think that your rejection of popular
standards is a rejection of all standard, and mere antinomianism; and the
bold sensualist will use the name of philosophy to gild his crimes. But the
law of consciousness abides. There are two confessionals, in one or the other
of which we must be shriven. You may fulfil your
round of duties by clearing yourself in the direct, or in the reflex way.
Consider whether you have satisfied your relations to father, mother, cousin,
neighbour, town, cat, and dog; whether any of these
can upbraid you. But I may also neglect this reflex standard, and absolve me
to myself. I have my own stern claims and perfect circle. It denies the name
of duty to many offices that are called duties. But if I can discharge its
debts, it enables me to dispense with the popular code. If any one imagines
that this law is lax, let him keep its commandment one day.
And truly it demands something godlike in him who has cast off the common
motives of humanity, and has ventured to trust himself for a taskmaster. High
be his heart, faithful his will, clear his sight,
that he may in good earnest be doctrine, society, law, to himself, that a
simple purpose may be to him as strong as iron necessity is to others!
If any man consider the present aspects of what is
called by distinction society, he will see the need of these ethics. The
sinew and heart of man seem to be drawn out, and we are become timorous,
desponding whimperers. We are afraid of truth,
afraid of fortune, afraid of death, and afraid of each other. Our age yields
no great and perfect persons. We want men and women who shall renovate life
and our social state, but we see that most natures are insolvent, cannot
satisfy their own wants, have an ambition out of all proportion to their
practical force, and do lean and beg day and night continually. Our
housekeeping is mendicant, our arts, our occupations, our marriages, our religion,
we have not chosen, but society has chosen for us. We are parlour
soldiers. We shun the rugged battle of fate, where strength is born.
If our young men miscarry in their first enterprises, they lose all heart. If
the young merchant fails, men say he is ruined. If the finest genius studies
at one of our colleges, and is not installed in an office within one year
afterwards in the cities or suburbs of Boston or New York, it seems to his
friends and to himself that he is right in being disheartened, and in
complaining the rest of his life. A sturdy lad from New Hampshire or Vermont,
who in turn tries all the professions, who teams it, farms it, peddles, keeps
a school, preaches, edits a newspaper, goes to Congress, buys a township, and
so forth, in successive years, and always, like a cat, falls on his feet, is
worth a hundred of these city dolls. He walks abreast with his days, and
feels no shame in not 'studying a profession,' for he does not postpone his
life, but lives already. He has not one chance, but a hundred chances. Let a
Stoic open the resources of man, and tell men they are not leaning willows,
but can and must detach themselves; that with the exercise of self-trust, new
powers shall appear; that a man is the word made flesh, born to shed healing
to the nations, that he should be ashamed of our compassion, and that the
moment he acts from himself, tossing the laws, the books, idolatries, and
customs out of the window, we pity him no more, but thank and revere him, —
and that teacher shall restore the life of man to splendor, and make his name
dear to all history.
It is easy to see that a greater self-reliance must work a revolution in all
the offices and relations of men; in their religion; in their education; in
their pursuits; their modes of living; their association; in their property;
in their speculative views.
1. In what prayers do men allow themselves! That which they call a holy
office is not so much as brave and manly. Prayer looks abroad and asks for
some foreign addition to come through some foreign virtue, and loses itself
in endless mazes of natural and supernatural, and mediatorial
and miraculous. Prayer that craves a particular commodity, — any thing less than all good, — is vicious. Prayer is the
contemplation of the facts of life from the highest point of view. It is the
soliloquy of a beholding and jubilant soul. It is the spirit of God
pronouncing his works good. But prayer as a means to effect
a private end is meanness and theft. It supposes dualism and not unity in
nature and consciousness. As soon as the man is at one with God, he will not
beg. He will then see prayer in all action. The prayer of the farmer kneeling
in his field to weed it, the prayer of the rower kneeling with the stroke of
his oar, are true prayers heard throughout nature, though for cheap ends. Caratach, in Fletcher's Bonduca,
when admonished to inquire the mind of the god Audate,
replies, —
"His hidden meaning lies in our endeavours;
Our valors are our best gods."
Another sort of false prayers are our regrets.
Discontent is the want of self-reliance: it is infirmity of will. Regret
calamities, if you can thereby help the sufferer; if not, attend your own
work, and already the evil begins to be repaired. Our sympathy is just as
base. We come to them who weep foolishly, and sit down and cry for company,
instead of imparting to them truth and health in rough electric shocks,
putting them once more in communication with their own reason. The secret of
fortune is joy in our hands. Welcome evermore to gods and men is the
self-helping man. For him all doors are flung wide: him all tongues greet,
all honors crown, all eyes follow with desire. Our love goes out to him and
embraces him, because he did not need it. We solicitously and apologetically
caress and celebrate him, because he held on his way and scorned our
disapprobation. The gods love him because men hated him. "To the
persevering mortal," said Zoroaster, "the blessed Immortals are
swift."
As men's prayers are a disease of the will, so are their creeds a disease of
the intellect. They say with those foolish Israelites, 'Let not God speak to
us, lest we die. Speak thou, speak any man with us, and we will obey.'
Everywhere I am hindered of meeting God in my brother, because he has shut
his own temple doors, and recites fables merely of his brother's, or his
brother's brother's God. Every new mind is a new
classification. If it prove a mind of uncommon activity and power, a Locke, a
Lavoisier, a Hutton, a Bentham, a Fourier, it imposes its classification on
other men, and lo! a new system. In proportion to
the depth of the thought, and so to the number of the objects it touches and
brings within reach of the pupil, is his complacency. But chiefly is this
apparent in creeds and churches, which are also classifications of some
powerful mind acting on the elemental thought of duty, and man's relation to
the Highest. Such is Calvinism, Quakerism, Swedenborgism. The pupil takes the same delight in
subordinating every thing to the new terminology,
as a girl who has just learned botany in seeing a new earth and new seasons
thereby. It will happen for a time, that the pupil
will find his intellectual power has grown by the study of his master's mind.
But in all unbalanced minds, the classification is idolized, passes for the
end, and not for a speedily exhaustible means, so that the walls of the
system blend to their eye in the remote horizon with the walls of the
universe; the luminaries of heaven seem to them hung on the arch their master
built. They cannot imagine how you aliens have any right to see, — how you
can see; 'It must be somehow that you stole the light from us.' They do not
yet perceive, that light, unsystematic, indomitable, will break into any
cabin, even into theirs. Let them chirp awhile and call it their own. If they
are honest and do well, presently their neat new pinfold will be too strait
and low, will crack, will lean, will rot and vanish, and the immortal light,
all young and joyful, million-orbed, million-colored, will beam over the
universe as on the first morning.
2. It is for want of self-culture that the superstition of Travelling, whose
idols are Italy, England, Egypt, retains its fascination for all educated
Americans. They who made England, Italy, or Greece
venerable in the imagination did so by sticking fast where they were, like an
axis of the earth. In manly hours, we feel that duty is our place. The soul
is no traveller; the wise man stays at home, and when his necessities, his
duties, on any occasion call him from his house, or into foreign lands, he is
at home still, and shall make men sensible by the expression of his
countenance, that he goes the missionary of wisdom and virtue, and visits
cities and men like a sovereign, and not like an interloper or a valet.
I have no churlish objection to the circumnavigation of the globe, for the
purposes of art, of study, and benevolence, so that the man is first
domesticated, or does not go abroad with the hope of finding somewhat greater
than he knows. He who travels to be amused, or to get somewhat which he does
not carry, travels away from himself, and grows old even in youth among old
things. In Thebes, in Palmyra, his will and mind have become old and
dilapidated as they. He carries ruins to ruins.
Travelling is a fool's paradise. Our first journeys discover to us the
indifference of places. At home I dream that at Naples, at Rome, I can be
intoxicated with beauty, and lose my sadness. I pack my trunk, embrace my
friends, embark on the sea, and at last wake up in Naples, and there beside
me is the stern fact, the sad self, unrelenting, identical, that I fled from.
I seek the Vatican, and the palaces. I affect to be intoxicated with sights
and suggestions, but I am not intoxicated. My giant goes with me wherever I
go.
3. But the rage of travelling is a symptom of a deeper unsoundness affecting
the whole intellectual action. The intellect is vagabond, and our system of
education fosters restlessness. Our minds travel when our bodies are forced
to stay at home. We imitate; and what is imitation but the travelling of the
mind? Our houses are built with foreign taste; our shelves are garnished with
foreign ornaments; our opinions, our tastes, our faculties, lean, and follow
the Past and the Distant. The soul created the arts wherever they have
flourished. It was in his own mind that the artist sought his model. It was
an application of his own thought to the thing to be
done and the conditions to be observed. And why need we copy the Doric or the
Gothic model? Beauty, convenience, grandeur of thought, and quaint expression
are as near to us as to any, and if the American artist will study with hope
and love the precise thing to be done by him, considering the climate, the
soil, the length of the day, the wants of the people, the habit and form of
the government, he will create a house in which all these will find
themselves fitted, and taste and sentiment will be satisfied also.
Insist on yourself; never imitate. Your own gift you can present every moment
with the cumulative force of a whole life's cultivation; but of the adopted
talent of another, you have only an extemporaneous, half possession. That
which each can do best, none but his Maker can teach him. No man yet knows
what it is, nor can, till that person has exhibited it. Where is the master
who could have taught Shakspeare? Where is the
master who could have instructed Franklin, or Washington, or Bacon, or
Newton? Every great man is a unique. The Scipionism
of Scipio is precisely that part he could not borrow. Shakspeare
will never be made by the study of Shakspeare. Do
that which is assigned you, and you cannot hope too much or dare too much.
There is at this moment for you an utterance brave and grand as that of the
colossal chisel of Phidias, or trowel of the Egyptians, or the pen of Moses,
or Dante, but different from all these. Not possibly will the soul all rich,
all eloquent, with thousand-cloven tongue, deign to repeat itself; but if you
can hear what these patriarchs say, surely you can reply to them in the same
pitch of voice; for the ear and the tongue are two organs of one nature.
Abide in the simple and noble regions of thy life, obey thy heart, and thou
shalt reproduce the Foreworld again.
4. As our Religion, our Education, our Art look abroad, so does our spirit of
society. All men plume themselves on the improvement of society, and no man
improves.
Society never advances. It recedes as fast on one side as it gains on the
other. It undergoes continual changes; it is barbarous, it is civilized, it
is christianized, it is rich, it is scientific; but
this change is not amelioration. For every thing
that is given, something is taken. Society acquires new arts, and loses old
instincts. What a contrast between the well-clad, reading, writing, thinking
American, with a watch, a pencil, and a bill of exchange in his pocket, and
the naked New Zealander, whose property is a club, a spear, a mat, and an
undivided twentieth of a shed to sleep under! But compare the health of the
two men, and you shall see that the white man has lost his aboriginal
strength. If the traveller tell us truly, strike the
savage with a broad axe, and in a day or two the flesh shall unite and heal
as if you struck the blow into soft pitch, and the same blow shall send the
white to his grave.
The civilized man has built a coach, but has lost the use of his feet. He is
supported on crutches, but lacks so much support of muscle. He has a fine
Geneva watch, but he fails of the skill to tell the hour by the sun. A
Greenwich nautical almanac he has, and so being sure of the information when
he wants it, the man in the street does not know a star in the sky. The
solstice he does not observe; the equinox he knows as little; and the whole
bright calendar of the year is without a dial in his mind. His note-books impair
his memory; his libraries overload his wit; the insurance-office increases
the number of accidents; and it may be a question whether machinery does not
encumber; whether we have not lost by refinement some energy, by a Christianity entrenched in establishments and forms,
some vigor of wild virtue. For every Stoic was a Stoic; but in Christendom
where is the Christian?
There is no more deviation in the moral standard than in the standard of
height or bulk. No greater men are now than ever were. A singular equality
may be observed between the great men of the first and of the last ages; nor
can all the science, art, religion, and philosophy of the nineteenth century
avail to educate greater men than Plutarch's heroes, three or four and twenty
centuries ago. Not in time is the race progressive. Phocion,
Socrates, Anaxagoras, Diogenes, are great men, but they leave no class. He
who is really of their class will not be called by their name, but will be
his own man, and, in his turn, the founder of a sect. The arts and inventions
of each period are only its costume, and do not invigorate men. The harm of
the improved machinery may compensate its good. Hudson and Behring
accomplished so much in their fishing-boats, as to astonish Parry and
Franklin, whose equipment exhausted the resources of science and art.
Galileo, with an opera-glass, discovered a more splendid series of celestial
phenomena than any one since. Columbus found the New World in an undecked boat. It is curious to see the periodical disuse
and perishing of means and machinery, which were introduced with loud
laudation a few years or centuries before. The great genius returns to
essential man. We reckoned the improvements of the art of war among the
triumphs of science, and yet Napoleon conquered Europe by the bivouac, which
consisted of falling back on naked valor, and disencumbering it of all aids.
The Emperor held it impossible to make a perfect army, says Las Casas,
"without abolishing our arms, magazines, commissaries, and carriages,
until, in imitation of the Roman custom, the soldier should receive his
supply of corn, grind it in his hand-mill, and bake his bread
himself."
Society is a wave. The wave moves onward, but the water of which it is
composed does not. The same particle does not rise from the valley to the
ridge. Its unity is only phenomenal. The persons who make up a nation to-day,
next year die, and their experience with them.
And so the reliance on Property, including the reliance on governments which
protect it, is the want of self-reliance. Men have looked away from
themselves and at things so long, that they have come to esteem the
religious, learned, and civil institutions as guards of property, and they
deprecate assaults on these, because they feel them to be assaults on property.
They measure their esteem of each other by what each has, and not by what
each is. But a cultivated man becomes ashamed of his property, out of new
respect for his nature. Especially he hates what he has, if he see that it is accidental, — came to him by inheritance,
or gift, or crime; then he feels that it is not having; it does not belong to
him, has no root in him, and merely lies there, because no revolution or no
robber takes it away. But that which a man is does always by necessity
acquire, and what the man acquires is living property, which does not wait
the beck of rulers, or mobs, or revolutions, or fire, or storm, or
bankruptcies, but perpetually renews itself wherever the man breathes.
"Thy lot or portion of life," said the Caliph Ali, "is seeking
after thee; therefore be at rest from seeking after it." Our dependence
on these foreign goods leads us to our slavish respect for numbers. The
political parties meet in numerous conventions; the greater the concourse,
and with each new uproar of announcement, The delegation from Essex! The
Democrats from New Hampshire! The Whigs of Maine! the
young patriot feels himself stronger than before by a new thousand
of eyes and arms. In like manner the reformers summon conventions, and vote
and resolve in multitude. Not so, O friends! will
the God deign to enter and inhabit you, but by a method precisely the
reverse. It is only as a man puts off all foreign support, and stands alone,
that I see him to be strong and to prevail. He is weaker by every recruit to
his banner. Is not a man better than a town? Ask nothing of men, and in the
endless mutation, thou only firm column must presently appear the upholder of
all that surrounds thee. He who knows that power is inborn, that he is weak
because he has looked for good out of him and elsewhere, and so perceiving,
throws himself unhesitatingly on his thought, instantly rights himself,
stands in the erect position, commands his limbs, works miracles; just as a
man who stands on his feet is stronger than a man who stands on his head.
So use all that is called Fortune. Most men gamble with her, and gain all,
and lose all, as her wheel rolls. But do thou leave as unlawful these
winnings, and deal with Cause and Effect, the chancellors of God. In the Will
work and acquire, and thou hast chained the wheel of Chance, and shalt sit
hereafter out of fear from her rotations. A political victory, a rise of
rents, the recovery of your sick, or the return of your absent friend, or
some other favorable event, raises your spirits, and you think good days are
preparing for you. Do not believe it. Nothing can bring you peace but
yourself. Nothing can bring you peace but the triumph of principles.
|